MOVING ,...... ...... ...... .......... COME COME,.....^_^ <-----
posted by Jean @ 3:26 PM
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Friday, April 23
Thursday, April 22
^_^
LOG-INS
MORN- 2 small garden rounds
excuses,...garden stinks,...
NIGHT- hope to jog the four rounds again,.......
aiyo,..lazy leh,.hahha,...change to skipping la,..^_^ ,..heehee,....kanna scolded by own conscience,.
MORN- 2 small garden rounds
excuses,...garden stinks,...
NIGHT- hope to jog the four rounds again,.......
aiyo,..lazy leh,.hahha,...change to skipping la,..^_^ ,..heehee,....kanna scolded by own conscience,.
posted by Jean @ 6:25 AM
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Wednesday, April 21
^^
hai,.din wake up to do my morning jog this morning,.....later have to do some skipping before jogging,...ate alot today,..what i have,...?? few pieces of bread for breakfast,..two slices of cheese cake,...then,..cup of tea susu,..for dinner,...rice with lian ou soup and beans,.....woa,..did i miss out anything,..?? hmmm,..chat with ___ over the phone just now,..and she stated how her parents object to her going home late at night,..i suggested to her that we should switched parents,.since mine don't have any problems with that,..my parents have never interfered with me going home late at night and stuff,..but i just don't have the habit of going out to pubbing,..clubbing,..or watever so,..all the exams stress is coming onto me,..but i don have the urge to study,..yet,..as usual,..ling shi bao fuo jiao,..
I was now running for the tape, the mental agony of knowing I had hit my limit, of not knowing what was happening behind me. I was not to know they were fading, too.
- Sebastian Coe
JOGGING LOG-INS
MORN- 0
NIGHT- hope to do AN HOUR OF SKIPPING
FOUR ROUNDS OF JOGGING AROUND HOUSE
hahahha,..so greedy me,...an hour of skipping,....
results: 25mins skipping + four rounds of jogging,......
first round is okay,...second round is abit okay,..third round,.. ... i'm cursing like shit,..cursing the trees blocking my way,..stopping here and there to recover my breathing,..asking myself why did i bother to jog in the first place,..? torturing myself only,..>_< ,..four round,..felt better,.cos last round liao ma,..alot of stopping here and there to slow down my heart beat,..seat down to massage my knees,..abit uncomfortable la,...after the last round,...^_^ ,..hahhahaha,.......HAPPY ,...total time,...about an hour 15mins,....
I was now running for the tape, the mental agony of knowing I had hit my limit, of not knowing what was happening behind me. I was not to know they were fading, too.
- Sebastian Coe
JOGGING LOG-INS
MORN- 0
NIGHT- hope to do AN HOUR OF SKIPPING
FOUR ROUNDS OF JOGGING AROUND HOUSE
hahahha,..so greedy me,...an hour of skipping,....
results: 25mins skipping + four rounds of jogging,......
first round is okay,...second round is abit okay,..third round,.. ... i'm cursing like shit,..cursing the trees blocking my way,..stopping here and there to recover my breathing,..asking myself why did i bother to jog in the first place,..? torturing myself only,..>_< ,..four round,..felt better,.cos last round liao ma,..alot of stopping here and there to slow down my heart beat,..seat down to massage my knees,..abit uncomfortable la,...after the last round,...^_^ ,..hahhahaha,.......HAPPY ,...total time,...about an hour 15mins,....
posted by Jean @ 5:07 PM
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Roy chiu
你知道我爱你
你的每个呼吸 都让我心动
你的一颦一笑 都让我颤动
远方的你可知我在想你
不管有多少时空阻隔 我都不停息
站在雪地的你 是多么美丽 你穿着我送你 红色的大衣
你对我说 今生若不能一起
我愿意来世等你 直到我们永不分离
你知道我爱你真心真意 你知道我永远都不放弃
这人世间纷纷扰扰 只有你值得我去珍惜
我知道你爱我胜过自己 我知道这份情此生难寻
这雾已经慢慢升起 我们的爱已变透明 映在月光里
站在雪地的你 是多么美丽 你穿着我送你 红色的大衣
你对我说 今生若不能一起
我愿意来世等你 直到我们永不分离
你知道我爱你真心真意 你知道我永远都不放弃
这人世间纷纷扰扰 只有你值得我去珍惜
我知道你爱我�
你的每个呼吸 都让我心动
你的一颦一笑 都让我颤动
远方的你可知我在想你
不管有多少时空阻隔 我都不停息
站在雪地的你 是多么美丽 你穿着我送你 红色的大衣
你对我说 今生若不能一起
我愿意来世等你 直到我们永不分离
你知道我爱你真心真意 你知道我永远都不放弃
这人世间纷纷扰扰 只有你值得我去珍惜
我知道你爱我胜过自己 我知道这份情此生难寻
这雾已经慢慢升起 我们的爱已变透明 映在月光里
站在雪地的你 是多么美丽 你穿着我送你 红色的大衣
你对我说 今生若不能一起
我愿意来世等你 直到我们永不分离
你知道我爱你真心真意 你知道我永远都不放弃
这人世间纷纷扰扰 只有你值得我去珍惜
我知道你爱我�
posted by Jean @ 12:29 AM
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Tuesday, April 20
one of my nightmares
setting ,....
there are a lot of gers,..i am one of them,...we were all rushing to the toliets,..i'm extremely in need to relieve myself,..there are two doors leading to two toliets(both are for gers),...once the bunch of gers( i am in the bunch) stepped into the toliet, we were invited with dead gers in each cubicles,..there are a total of about five cubicles,..therefore,...five dead bodies in each cubicles,..some lying on the floor of the cubicles,..some sitting on the bowl,...all cubicles' door where opened,therefore we can see the bodies...all the gers (including me) were all scared to go in to relieve ourselves,.we stood outside the cubicles for a moment,..then i remembered the other door to the other toliet
...i ran to the next toliet,..as i stepped in,..i can see alot of gers qeueing to go into the toliets,..* too packed* i think to myself and decided to head back the previous toliet,....i returned to the toliet with dead bodies,.. still no one dares to go in to pee or to move the bodies away,...
i really cannot tahan,..i am very urgent,..just then,...one of the dead gers,..lying on the floor of one of the cubicles' eyes opened,...that dead ger pick herself up and slowly walked out of the cubicle,...i waste few seconds pondering whether to go in or not,..then i just decided to walk in,....
*the following images are in slow motion,.....*can you believe it,..slow motion in my dreams,..hahhaha
as i walked into the cubicle,...the "dead ger" who had walked out some distance away from the cubicle suddenly turned around and ran towards me and "her" cubicle,..( i was about to turn my body to close the door,...),..i saw the dead ger running towards me,.....i panic,..but think about the need to relieve and how scared i am,.....just then i saw another ger,..( one of the gers that rush to the toliet with me) standing near the toliet,...i stepped out and pulled her into the cubicle with me,..as i pulling her,..i get ready to slam the door shut,...once i pulled her in,..i slam the door and use all my body weight on the door (very scared the dead ger is able to push her way in ),....as my weight lies on the door,..shutting it,..i can hear the dead ger scratching and pounding on the toliet door,....then i think to myself,....the ger i pulled in with me,...is she "dead" too ,..?? or is she a live ger,..?? at the same time,...i still need to pee,....then i woke up,..........
dunno if anyone imagine out this dream i have,...hahha,..jus need to say it out,..cos the dreams that i say out,..never come true,.
this is one of the few dreams i can remember,..had quite a few ghostly dreams,...and all ended with me waking up,....hahaha,...some of my dreams are black and white,...for this particular one,..is in color,..i can even see the blood stains on some of the dead gers,...and the black part of the eye when the dead ger open her eyes,..i can see the colors of the dressing those gers that ran into the toliet with me,.......
there are a lot of gers,..i am one of them,...we were all rushing to the toliets,..i'm extremely in need to relieve myself,..there are two doors leading to two toliets(both are for gers),...once the bunch of gers( i am in the bunch) stepped into the toliet, we were invited with dead gers in each cubicles,..there are a total of about five cubicles,..therefore,...five dead bodies in each cubicles,..some lying on the floor of the cubicles,..some sitting on the bowl,...all cubicles' door where opened,therefore we can see the bodies...all the gers (including me) were all scared to go in to relieve ourselves,.we stood outside the cubicles for a moment,..then i remembered the other door to the other toliet
...i ran to the next toliet,..as i stepped in,..i can see alot of gers qeueing to go into the toliets,..* too packed* i think to myself and decided to head back the previous toliet,....i returned to the toliet with dead bodies,.. still no one dares to go in to pee or to move the bodies away,...
i really cannot tahan,..i am very urgent,..just then,...one of the dead gers,..lying on the floor of one of the cubicles' eyes opened,...that dead ger pick herself up and slowly walked out of the cubicle,...i waste few seconds pondering whether to go in or not,..then i just decided to walk in,....
*the following images are in slow motion,.....*can you believe it,..slow motion in my dreams,..hahhaha
as i walked into the cubicle,...the "dead ger" who had walked out some distance away from the cubicle suddenly turned around and ran towards me and "her" cubicle,..( i was about to turn my body to close the door,...),..i saw the dead ger running towards me,.....i panic,..but think about the need to relieve and how scared i am,.....just then i saw another ger,..( one of the gers that rush to the toliet with me) standing near the toliet,...i stepped out and pulled her into the cubicle with me,..as i pulling her,..i get ready to slam the door shut,...once i pulled her in,..i slam the door and use all my body weight on the door (very scared the dead ger is able to push her way in ),....as my weight lies on the door,..shutting it,..i can hear the dead ger scratching and pounding on the toliet door,....then i think to myself,....the ger i pulled in with me,...is she "dead" too ,..?? or is she a live ger,..?? at the same time,...i still need to pee,....then i woke up,..........
dunno if anyone imagine out this dream i have,...hahha,..jus need to say it out,..cos the dreams that i say out,..never come true,.
this is one of the few dreams i can remember,..had quite a few ghostly dreams,...and all ended with me waking up,....hahaha,...some of my dreams are black and white,...for this particular one,..is in color,..i can even see the blood stains on some of the dead gers,...and the black part of the eye when the dead ger open her eyes,..i can see the colors of the dressing those gers that ran into the toliet with me,.......
posted by Jean @ 9:38 PM
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^_^
The real glory is being knocked to your knees and then coming back. That's real glory. That's the essence of it.
- Vince Lombardi
finally,..forced myself to wake up and do some jogging,....decided to try out logging my daily jogs on the blog,..^_^ ,..
JOGGING LOG-INS
MORN- 0535-0615
did 8 rounds around the park,...initially wanted to do ten rounds,...but lazy,..sooooo,...heehee
NIGHT- 2200-2245
complete the 3 rounds around my house,.....the second round is tougher,...cos still at warming up,...third round is sort of a breeze,.....^_^
it has been a long time since i am able to use the com at home,...computer has been shutting down automatically and lagging like hell,...lucky my bro is able to configure it with some help,...
find that i am a person who have little determination to my dreams,....how,..?? i also do things depending on my mood,.or my feelings,....happy do nicely,..not happy,..who cares,...hmmmm,..well,..the same old line,..who cares,..?? heehee,..at first wanna buy some pots for grandma to start a small gardening,..but now,..no $$ liao,..mum's visits to the teller cause my last bit of 200$ down to 10$,...-_-!!!,..hahahha,..yeah,.gonna start working soon,..^^ ,..
can't wait to be one of those working adults,...some 8-5 job,..of cos mine will not totally be 8-5 la,..have been thinking of what course to take in the mist of working,...maybe i should just concentrate on my jogging,..!? find that jogging and working revolve around my head all the time,..and of course some other things which i wouldnt mention,..later have to go school and study electrics,...
all my friends' blog are so much nicer than mine,...haha,..mine is sooo,...simple and simple,.....well,....^^ ,..hope that this logging in of my jogs would help keep my jogs more routine,...hope la,..hope,..^^
- Vince Lombardi
finally,..forced myself to wake up and do some jogging,....decided to try out logging my daily jogs on the blog,..^_^ ,..
JOGGING LOG-INS
MORN- 0535-0615
did 8 rounds around the park,...initially wanted to do ten rounds,...but lazy,..sooooo,...heehee
NIGHT- 2200-2245
complete the 3 rounds around my house,.....the second round is tougher,...cos still at warming up,...third round is sort of a breeze,.....^_^
it has been a long time since i am able to use the com at home,...computer has been shutting down automatically and lagging like hell,...lucky my bro is able to configure it with some help,...
find that i am a person who have little determination to my dreams,....how,..?? i also do things depending on my mood,.or my feelings,....happy do nicely,..not happy,..who cares,...hmmmm,..well,..the same old line,..who cares,..?? heehee,..at first wanna buy some pots for grandma to start a small gardening,..but now,..no $$ liao,..mum's visits to the teller cause my last bit of 200$ down to 10$,...-_-!!!,..hahahha,..yeah,.gonna start working soon,..^^ ,..
can't wait to be one of those working adults,...some 8-5 job,..of cos mine will not totally be 8-5 la,..have been thinking of what course to take in the mist of working,...maybe i should just concentrate on my jogging,..!? find that jogging and working revolve around my head all the time,..and of course some other things which i wouldnt mention,..later have to go school and study electrics,...
all my friends' blog are so much nicer than mine,...haha,..mine is sooo,...simple and simple,.....well,....^^ ,..hope that this logging in of my jogs would help keep my jogs more routine,...hope la,..hope,..^^
posted by Jean @ 7:11 AM
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Thursday, April 15
,......
fell in love with All in theme songs,..anyway,..grandma's back from malaysia,..gonna buy plots of flowers for her,..^_^,..SZ ha,..you still working there bo,..??
long long long time didn't go jogging le,.hmmm,..cos i don't jog in times of menses,.okay i'm real moody here,...cos,....exams are near,..i have to go hit the notes and,..my uncle is here,..some of you mgiht know,..my dislike for my uncle,....*here comes the nice song,...harrrr,...* ,..okay okay i know i should not have any dislike since he is my uncle,...who,..spent more than 10years overseas enjoying every bit of money that my mum and grandpa have save for him working like shit,..he is suppose to go america to take his degree ,..and never did he study,..and instead went around the world visiting countries that his parents should be touring in,..for more than 10years,..10shitty years,..i never know my uncle,..since young,..my mum was telling me about how this young bro of hers would come back and resue the family of working in CHEONG YUAN (our old coffeeshope),..how i recieve packages from overseas,..stating AMERICA AIRMAIL ,.. just for me,..and found mathematical set and games from this mysterious uncle of mine,..how proud am i ,..until,..his return,i was in primary 2 or 3 ba..he came back with this "lan" degree,..i would say,..and never took serious in his jobs,using his parents' money to support a car,...always wanting to get high positions ,...i can say ,..i look down on him,...seriously ,..i quarreled with him for like two big times,...smashed the new control car he bought for me,...and shouted **** words at him,..in the car,..he even sent me off his car in the middle of a highway in malaysia,on our way back to singapore..stubborn as i am,..i ask him to unlock the back door for me to leave,..but he auto lock it,..i know he is threatening me,..stating how "elder" he is and that i should listen,..but why should i,..?? think the only person who dare to speak up infront of him is me,..why,..?? cos i am the youngest in the family and could easily get off with it being childish,..naive,..know nothing,.. no one else dare to take on this "degree" person,even my brother and cousins..the sight of him puts me off into a real bad mood,..woa,..i can really write a page on him,..hahahha,...but my mum says he is better now,..he started to give $$ to my grandma,..instead of asking for $$$,..
to all out there,...unless with valid reasons,..should one get $$ from one's old parents,..I look down on you.,....must not fall into my own black list next time when i grow up,..hahahha
exams stress ah,..hahaha,..tonight have to jog le,..don be lazy la,..and please do some studying,.haha^_^
long long long time didn't go jogging le,.hmmm,..cos i don't jog in times of menses,.okay i'm real moody here,...cos,....exams are near,..i have to go hit the notes and,..my uncle is here,..some of you mgiht know,..my dislike for my uncle,....*here comes the nice song,...harrrr,...* ,..okay okay i know i should not have any dislike since he is my uncle,...who,..spent more than 10years overseas enjoying every bit of money that my mum and grandpa have save for him working like shit,..he is suppose to go america to take his degree ,..and never did he study,..and instead went around the world visiting countries that his parents should be touring in,..for more than 10years,..10shitty years,..i never know my uncle,..since young,..my mum was telling me about how this young bro of hers would come back and resue the family of working in CHEONG YUAN (our old coffeeshope),..how i recieve packages from overseas,..stating AMERICA AIRMAIL ,.. just for me,..and found mathematical set and games from this mysterious uncle of mine,..how proud am i ,..until,..his return,i was in primary 2 or 3 ba..he came back with this "lan" degree,..i would say,..and never took serious in his jobs,using his parents' money to support a car,...always wanting to get high positions ,...i can say ,..i look down on him,...seriously ,..i quarreled with him for like two big times,...smashed the new control car he bought for me,...and shouted **** words at him,..in the car,..he even sent me off his car in the middle of a highway in malaysia,on our way back to singapore..stubborn as i am,..i ask him to unlock the back door for me to leave,..but he auto lock it,..i know he is threatening me,..stating how "elder" he is and that i should listen,..but why should i,..?? think the only person who dare to speak up infront of him is me,..why,..?? cos i am the youngest in the family and could easily get off with it being childish,..naive,..know nothing,.. no one else dare to take on this "degree" person,even my brother and cousins..the sight of him puts me off into a real bad mood,..woa,..i can really write a page on him,..hahahha,...but my mum says he is better now,..he started to give $$ to my grandma,..instead of asking for $$$,..
to all out there,...unless with valid reasons,..should one get $$ from one's old parents,..I look down on you.,....must not fall into my own black list next time when i grow up,..hahahha
exams stress ah,..hahaha,..tonight have to jog le,..don be lazy la,..and please do some studying,.haha^_^
posted by Jean @ 1:58 PM
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Wednesday, April 14
ALL IN -fact,..it is base on a true story,....glad that it have a happy ending,..^^
Anything is O.K. for me.
You love me, so tell me all at ease. I'll hear them all.
All my love I was striving to maintain, but it's ok. say you leave me.
I have always talked to you that just leave me when it becomes tough for you.
It's all right. I never cry.
I am happy even today.
You love me, and I love you at this moment also. Thank you. Now good bye.
I am always thankful to you for loving me.
I wish I could hug you once more, but
I can , I can stay here.
I should let you leave with courage.
I know the lone painful time you had when you had let me go. hoo~
I am sorry. Don't you cry.
From now, you throw me away.
You hurt me, and I hurt you even for this moment. oh~
I'll be sad more because I will cry only by myself.
I'm all right. I'll hold it back.
Please throw me away.
I love you, not being noticed now
[Romanized]
na amuraedo joayo
nal saranghanikka pyeonhage malhaeyo da deureo julgeyo
himdeulge beotyeowatdeon geumaneun nae sarang tteonanda malhaeyo gwaenchanayo
neul yaegi haetjana geudaega himdeureo jimyeon geunyang nareul beoryeo dallago
gwaenchanayo nan jeoldae ulji anayo
nan oneulkkajirado haengbokae
geudaeneun nareul tto naneun geudaereul i sunganedo sarangeul hago itjana gomawoyo ije jalgayo..
nan hangsang gomawosseoyo nal sarang hae jwoseo
geudaereul hanbeondeo kkok angosipjiman
naneun chameul su isseo nan nameul su isseo
ganghage bonaeyamanhae
nan algo isseoyo geudaega nareul bonaemyeo
honja apahaesseul siganeul hu~
mianhaeyo geudaeyeo ulji marayo
jigeumbuteo nareul beoryeoyo
geudaeneun nareul tto naneun geudaereul isunganedo apeuge hajana~ eo~
ije deo apajigetjyo honjaseoman ulge doel teni
gwaenchanayo nan kkok chamajulgeyo
jebal pyeonhage oneullal beoryeoyo
saranghaeyo
ije moreuge ..
Gaya handago eojjeol su eopdago
neoui sonjabeun chae naneun ulgoman isseotji
eonjenganeunkkok dora olkkeorago
geuttaen uri seoro useulsu isseulkkeorago
gin gidarimeun naege sarangeul jujiman
neoegen apeumman namgin geot gata
ireon nal yongseohae babogateun nal
eonjenga neol dasi man nal geunari omyeon
neoreul nae pume ango malhalkkeoya
neomani naega saraon iyuyeotdago
neo eopsin nado eopdago
eonjega himdeun i giri kkeuchi naneun nal
geudae gyeoteseo naega nungamneun nal
gieokae naui sarangeun niga majimak ieotdangeol
cheoeum geunal cheoreom
nuneul gameumyeon icheojeo beorilkka
seulpeunbam edo swipge jamdeul su eopseotji
kkumeseorado neol bogedoendamyeon
nunmul heureulkkabwa nuneul tteul suga eopseosseo
gin gidarimeun naege sarangeul jujiman
neoegen apeumman namgin geot gata
ireon nal yongseohae babo gateun nal
eonjenga neol dasi mannal geunari omyeon
neoreul nae pume ango malhalkkeoya
neomani naega saraon iyuyeotdago
neo eopsin nado eopdago
eonjenga himdeun i giri kkeuchi naneun nal
geudae gyeoteseo naega nungamneun nal
gieokae naui sarangeun niga majimagi eotdangeol
cheoeum geu nalcheoreom
[Here's the translation]
"I must go. I have no other way."
I was just crying grabbing your hand.
"Someday I will be back
And we will again laugh together"
The long waiting gave me love,
but it seems it left you only the pain.
Please forgive this me. this stupid me.
Some time when the day come that I meet you again.
I will tell you holding you in my bosom
"You only are the reason I had been holding out,
There's no me without you"
Some time when the day comes this rough road ends
When it is the day I breathe my last beside you
I will tell you holding you in my bosom
"Remember in my love, you were the last
as if it were that first day"
Will it be forgotten if I close my eyes?
I couldn't sleep easily in sad nights too.
When I saw you even in my dream,
I couldn't open my eyes fearing to shed tears.
The long waiting gave me love,
but it seems it left you only the pain.
Please forgive this me. this stupid me.
Some time when the day come that I meet you again.
I will tell you holding you in my bosom
"You only are the reason I had been holding out,
There's no me without you"
Some time when the day comes this rough road ends
When it is the day I breathe my last beside you
I will tell you holding you in my bosom
"Remember in my love, you were the last
as if it were that first day"
You love me, so tell me all at ease. I'll hear them all.
All my love I was striving to maintain, but it's ok. say you leave me.
I have always talked to you that just leave me when it becomes tough for you.
It's all right. I never cry.
I am happy even today.
You love me, and I love you at this moment also. Thank you. Now good bye.
I am always thankful to you for loving me.
I wish I could hug you once more, but
I can , I can stay here.
I should let you leave with courage.
I know the lone painful time you had when you had let me go. hoo~
I am sorry. Don't you cry.
From now, you throw me away.
You hurt me, and I hurt you even for this moment. oh~
I'll be sad more because I will cry only by myself.
I'm all right. I'll hold it back.
Please throw me away.
I love you, not being noticed now
[Romanized]
na amuraedo joayo
nal saranghanikka pyeonhage malhaeyo da deureo julgeyo
himdeulge beotyeowatdeon geumaneun nae sarang tteonanda malhaeyo gwaenchanayo
neul yaegi haetjana geudaega himdeureo jimyeon geunyang nareul beoryeo dallago
gwaenchanayo nan jeoldae ulji anayo
nan oneulkkajirado haengbokae
geudaeneun nareul tto naneun geudaereul i sunganedo sarangeul hago itjana gomawoyo ije jalgayo..
nan hangsang gomawosseoyo nal sarang hae jwoseo
geudaereul hanbeondeo kkok angosipjiman
naneun chameul su isseo nan nameul su isseo
ganghage bonaeyamanhae
nan algo isseoyo geudaega nareul bonaemyeo
honja apahaesseul siganeul hu~
mianhaeyo geudaeyeo ulji marayo
jigeumbuteo nareul beoryeoyo
geudaeneun nareul tto naneun geudaereul isunganedo apeuge hajana~ eo~
ije deo apajigetjyo honjaseoman ulge doel teni
gwaenchanayo nan kkok chamajulgeyo
jebal pyeonhage oneullal beoryeoyo
saranghaeyo
ije moreuge ..
Gaya handago eojjeol su eopdago
neoui sonjabeun chae naneun ulgoman isseotji
eonjenganeunkkok dora olkkeorago
geuttaen uri seoro useulsu isseulkkeorago
gin gidarimeun naege sarangeul jujiman
neoegen apeumman namgin geot gata
ireon nal yongseohae babogateun nal
eonjenga neol dasi man nal geunari omyeon
neoreul nae pume ango malhalkkeoya
neomani naega saraon iyuyeotdago
neo eopsin nado eopdago
eonjega himdeun i giri kkeuchi naneun nal
geudae gyeoteseo naega nungamneun nal
gieokae naui sarangeun niga majimak ieotdangeol
cheoeum geunal cheoreom
nuneul gameumyeon icheojeo beorilkka
seulpeunbam edo swipge jamdeul su eopseotji
kkumeseorado neol bogedoendamyeon
nunmul heureulkkabwa nuneul tteul suga eopseosseo
gin gidarimeun naege sarangeul jujiman
neoegen apeumman namgin geot gata
ireon nal yongseohae babo gateun nal
eonjenga neol dasi mannal geunari omyeon
neoreul nae pume ango malhalkkeoya
neomani naega saraon iyuyeotdago
neo eopsin nado eopdago
eonjenga himdeun i giri kkeuchi naneun nal
geudae gyeoteseo naega nungamneun nal
gieokae naui sarangeun niga majimagi eotdangeol
cheoeum geu nalcheoreom
[Here's the translation]
"I must go. I have no other way."
I was just crying grabbing your hand.
"Someday I will be back
And we will again laugh together"
The long waiting gave me love,
but it seems it left you only the pain.
Please forgive this me. this stupid me.
Some time when the day come that I meet you again.
I will tell you holding you in my bosom
"You only are the reason I had been holding out,
There's no me without you"
Some time when the day comes this rough road ends
When it is the day I breathe my last beside you
I will tell you holding you in my bosom
"Remember in my love, you were the last
as if it were that first day"
Will it be forgotten if I close my eyes?
I couldn't sleep easily in sad nights too.
When I saw you even in my dream,
I couldn't open my eyes fearing to shed tears.
The long waiting gave me love,
but it seems it left you only the pain.
Please forgive this me. this stupid me.
Some time when the day come that I meet you again.
I will tell you holding you in my bosom
"You only are the reason I had been holding out,
There's no me without you"
Some time when the day comes this rough road ends
When it is the day I breathe my last beside you
I will tell you holding you in my bosom
"Remember in my love, you were the last
as if it were that first day"
posted by Jean @ 8:13 PM
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^_^
--100 Questions Survey--
01. Name: jean chua
02. Nicknames: jean,..aiai,..ahai,..
03. Web alias: harrr
04. Age: 20 20 20 20 20 ,.^^
05. Year: 2004 lor
07. Sex: f
08. Birthday: march 21
09. Zodiac sign: aries
10. Location: singapore
11. Height: 5'4
12. Hair Color: black/brown
13. Eye Color: black/brown
14. Siblings: satu brother
15. Hobbies: anything fun lor,..
16. Girlfriend/Boyfriend: yes,..
17. Crush: hmmm,..current is macaulay culkin
18. When and who was your 1st crush?: hmmmm,..hahahha,..
19. First celeb crush: hmmmm,...forget liao leh,..
20. What do you first notice about the opposite sex? smile and teeth
21. One thing you really regret: nothing actually
22. How romantic are you? [1-10]: 6,...
23. Dream Car: jeep that can withstand the worst bumps
24. School: sp now lor,..but leaving in less than 2 mths
25. Any Pets: love to have,..
26. Quote: nothing is impossible
27. Movie: lots leh
28. TV show: lots too
29. Color: red,..favorite
30. Coke OR Pepsi: coke lor
31. MTV OR VH1:mtv
32. Vanilla OR Chocolate: chocolate unless is ice-cream la
33. Flowers OR Candy: flowers
34. Romantic Comedy OR Horror?: RC since i cannot stand the side effects after a horror one
35. Book or Magazine?: magazines
36. TV OR Radio: TV
37. Is the glass half full OR half empty?: half full
38. Shampoo I use: patene
39. Fave Shirt Color: blue
40. Fave Year: 1994
41. I want: to migrate to a place where i can have my own house and grow my own vegetables,.....
42. Last dance you went to: hmmmm,....din went to any,..
43. 5 years from now: taking degree ba
44. 10 years from now: still with the one i like,...
45. 15 years from now: have kids.,......
46. 20 years from now: keeping fit,..
47. 30 years from now: keeping fit
48. 50 years from now: be a grand ma
49.What bugs me: stinko
50. Thinking about how college would be: study,..
51. Missing my friends: jenny ah,..long long long time din see her le,...HOW ARE YOU?? MISS YA WOR,...
52. What would keep me busy: games,...dogs,...
53. What scares me: sadako
54. What scares me: croacoaches
55. What scares me: anything bad happening to the one i care for
56. What scares me: the dark ,....at home,...alone,...
57. What scares me: bad dreams
58. What scares me: certain texture of certain materials
59. What scares me: someone vomits on me,...
60. Jumped off a building top? wish to try in fear factor
61. Bungee jumped? really scared,..but still must try,...
62. Got a perfect score on an exam? hardly
63. Got everything you've wanted? hmmm,..i am content,.."of cos not la"
64. Loved somebody so much it made you cry? hmmmmm,...not yet,...
65. Wished someone would just stop bugging you and wish they'd die?: hahahhaha,..so bad
66. Thought you could do something but you couldn't? ya,..sometimes,..
67. Wished for the better? country,...
68. Win the lottery? i don buy in the first place
69. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? ya
70. Marry any celebrity? hahahah,....hmmm,..if can,...macaulay culkin,....hahaha
71. If you were a crayon? red ,..
72. Eat bugs? hmmm,..think so ba
73. One pillow or two? one enough lor
74. Do you believe in aliens? ya
75. How long are you in the shower? depends,...
76. Thoughts on Britney Spears: hmmm,..nice singing and dancing,..
77. Ticklish? ya,...
78. Do you have a lava lamp? har,..?lamp,..?
79. Done drugs? don like,..even medication also ,..
80. Bestest friend you can trust: hmmmmm,....jenny,..ba,..
81. Worst subject: hmmmm,....i don like chinese composition
82. One word that describes me: complicated
83. Like disney? of cos,...
84. Favorite adventure: all over the world
85. Promised someone that you broke? yes
86. Instruments played: piano,..french horn,..hmmmm,..ya,..
87. Ambition: dunno yet for now,...
88. Religion: free thinker
89. Background: huh?
90. One thing you would NEVER do in your life: hmmmm,..dunno leh,..
91. Blink 182 or Sugar Ray? anything la
92. Fave Cake: eat cake ah,..fattening leh,..i so fat le,....
93. Rain or Shine? both,..
94. Summer or Winter? summer
95. Backstreet or 'Nsync? anything lor
96. Philippines or America? america
97. Chinese food or Mexican food? chinese
98. Sport: all
99. Favorite memory: hard to chose leh,..all la,..
100. Somethin' i really hate: not achieving wat i wanna achieve,..
01. Name: jean chua
02. Nicknames: jean,..aiai,..ahai,..
03. Web alias: harrr
04. Age: 20 20 20 20 20 ,.^^
05. Year: 2004 lor
07. Sex: f
08. Birthday: march 21
09. Zodiac sign: aries
10. Location: singapore
11. Height: 5'4
12. Hair Color: black/brown
13. Eye Color: black/brown
14. Siblings: satu brother
15. Hobbies: anything fun lor,..
16. Girlfriend/Boyfriend: yes,..
17. Crush: hmmm,..current is macaulay culkin
18. When and who was your 1st crush?: hmmmm,..hahahha,..
19. First celeb crush: hmmmm,...forget liao leh,..
20. What do you first notice about the opposite sex? smile and teeth
21. One thing you really regret: nothing actually
22. How romantic are you? [1-10]: 6,...
23. Dream Car: jeep that can withstand the worst bumps
24. School: sp now lor,..but leaving in less than 2 mths
25. Any Pets: love to have,..
26. Quote: nothing is impossible
27. Movie: lots leh
28. TV show: lots too
29. Color: red,..favorite
30. Coke OR Pepsi: coke lor
31. MTV OR VH1:mtv
32. Vanilla OR Chocolate: chocolate unless is ice-cream la
33. Flowers OR Candy: flowers
34. Romantic Comedy OR Horror?: RC since i cannot stand the side effects after a horror one
35. Book or Magazine?: magazines
36. TV OR Radio: TV
37. Is the glass half full OR half empty?: half full
38. Shampoo I use: patene
39. Fave Shirt Color: blue
40. Fave Year: 1994
41. I want: to migrate to a place where i can have my own house and grow my own vegetables,.....
42. Last dance you went to: hmmmm,....din went to any,..
43. 5 years from now: taking degree ba
44. 10 years from now: still with the one i like,...
45. 15 years from now: have kids.,......
46. 20 years from now: keeping fit,..
47. 30 years from now: keeping fit
48. 50 years from now: be a grand ma
49.What bugs me: stinko
50. Thinking about how college would be: study,..
51. Missing my friends: jenny ah,..long long long time din see her le,...HOW ARE YOU?? MISS YA WOR,...
52. What would keep me busy: games,...dogs,...
53. What scares me: sadako
54. What scares me: croacoaches
55. What scares me: anything bad happening to the one i care for
56. What scares me: the dark ,....at home,...alone,...
57. What scares me: bad dreams
58. What scares me: certain texture of certain materials
59. What scares me: someone vomits on me,...
60. Jumped off a building top? wish to try in fear factor
61. Bungee jumped? really scared,..but still must try,...
62. Got a perfect score on an exam? hardly
63. Got everything you've wanted? hmmm,..i am content,.."of cos not la"
64. Loved somebody so much it made you cry? hmmmmm,...not yet,...
65. Wished someone would just stop bugging you and wish they'd die?: hahahhaha,..so bad
66. Thought you could do something but you couldn't? ya,..sometimes,..
67. Wished for the better? country,...
68. Win the lottery? i don buy in the first place
69. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? ya
70. Marry any celebrity? hahahah,....hmmm,..if can,...macaulay culkin,....hahaha
71. If you were a crayon? red ,..
72. Eat bugs? hmmm,..think so ba
73. One pillow or two? one enough lor
74. Do you believe in aliens? ya
75. How long are you in the shower? depends,...
76. Thoughts on Britney Spears: hmmm,..nice singing and dancing,..
77. Ticklish? ya,...
78. Do you have a lava lamp? har,..?lamp,..?
79. Done drugs? don like,..even medication also ,..
80. Bestest friend you can trust: hmmmmm,....jenny,..ba,..
81. Worst subject: hmmmm,....i don like chinese composition
82. One word that describes me: complicated
83. Like disney? of cos,...
84. Favorite adventure: all over the world
85. Promised someone that you broke? yes
86. Instruments played: piano,..french horn,..hmmmm,..ya,..
87. Ambition: dunno yet for now,...
88. Religion: free thinker
89. Background: huh?
90. One thing you would NEVER do in your life: hmmmm,..dunno leh,..
91. Blink 182 or Sugar Ray? anything la
92. Fave Cake: eat cake ah,..fattening leh,..i so fat le,....
93. Rain or Shine? both,..
94. Summer or Winter? summer
95. Backstreet or 'Nsync? anything lor
96. Philippines or America? america
97. Chinese food or Mexican food? chinese
98. Sport: all
99. Favorite memory: hard to chose leh,..all la,..
100. Somethin' i really hate: not achieving wat i wanna achieve,..
posted by Jean @ 7:33 PM
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Thursday, April 8
wow,..takki and tsubasa,..kakoii ne,..^_^
GET DOWN (TSUBASA IMAI)
Music: Ayumi Miyazaki
Lyric: Ayumi Miyazaki
Arrangement: ha-j
Dou shi yo monai nai nan te koto ni
Tsumazuiteru youna
Ai mai na mai mai mai nichi ni
Guru guru to nagasare
*Subete wo ima kowashite Break Down
Chotto kakaekiretenai Shake Down
Wow wow wow wow yeah!
Toikaketeiru jibun ni On my own
Zutto guzu guzushitetemo Time Out
Hashiri dashitai Woo Baby
**Get up! Get up! Get up! Get up!
Jamashinaide jamashinaide
Get down! Get down! Get Down! Get down!
Tomaranai yo! Tomarenai yo!
Omou mama ni ikite miru
Sore ja dame ka?! Furi mukazu ni!
***Get out! Get out! Get out! Get out!
Warawanaide Chakasanaide
Chigau chigau chigau chigau
Uso janai yo kamawanaide
Motto te wo no bashitara
Todoku hazu no Asuhemukaeru...
Kan jo ni mei mei me ippai ni
Furimawasare nagara
Yuu chou ni daitai taisetsuna
Mono wo miotoshiteku
Me ni mieteru mono dake Check it out!
Hadade kanji ruko to naku Give it up!
Wow wow wow wow yeah!
Tachi hadakaru kabenara break up!
Senaka muketara owarisa Knock out!
Hashiri tsuzukeru oh lady!
Get up! Get up! Get up! Get up!
Shinjitai yo shinjitainda
Get down! Get Down! Get down! Get down!
Jinbun rashiku jibun rashiku
Yume to yoberu tashikana chikara
Sore wo ima kanji te
Get out! Get out! Get out! Get out!
Mistumenaide kinishinaide
Chigau chigau chigau chigau
Kimagurena Nori janakute
Kinou made no yowasa wo
Yaburisutete mirai wo mitai
Repeat *
Repeat **
Repeat ***
THE WORL
Music: Ayumi Miyazaki
Lyric: Ayumi Miyazaki
Arrangement: ha-j
Dou shi yo monai nai nan te koto ni
Tsumazuiteru youna
Ai mai na mai mai mai nichi ni
Guru guru to nagasare
*Subete wo ima kowashite Break Down
Chotto kakaekiretenai Shake Down
Wow wow wow wow yeah!
Toikaketeiru jibun ni On my own
Zutto guzu guzushitetemo Time Out
Hashiri dashitai Woo Baby
**Get up! Get up! Get up! Get up!
Jamashinaide jamashinaide
Get down! Get down! Get Down! Get down!
Tomaranai yo! Tomarenai yo!
Omou mama ni ikite miru
Sore ja dame ka?! Furi mukazu ni!
***Get out! Get out! Get out! Get out!
Warawanaide Chakasanaide
Chigau chigau chigau chigau
Uso janai yo kamawanaide
Motto te wo no bashitara
Todoku hazu no Asuhemukaeru...
Kan jo ni mei mei me ippai ni
Furimawasare nagara
Yuu chou ni daitai taisetsuna
Mono wo miotoshiteku
Me ni mieteru mono dake Check it out!
Hadade kanji ruko to naku Give it up!
Wow wow wow wow yeah!
Tachi hadakaru kabenara break up!
Senaka muketara owarisa Knock out!
Hashiri tsuzukeru oh lady!
Get up! Get up! Get up! Get up!
Shinjitai yo shinjitainda
Get down! Get Down! Get down! Get down!
Jinbun rashiku jibun rashiku
Yume to yoberu tashikana chikara
Sore wo ima kanji te
Get out! Get out! Get out! Get out!
Mistumenaide kinishinaide
Chigau chigau chigau chigau
Kimagurena Nori janakute
Kinou made no yowasa wo
Yaburisutete mirai wo mitai
Repeat *
Repeat **
Repeat ***
THE WORL
posted by Jean @ 7:44 PM
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^_^
the com is finally back to her usually performing speed, jus like my old fridge, ahh,..^_^ ,..thought that i have to spent $$ again on things around my house,..yeah,..^_^ left about a month to start working,...harrr,..looking forward to it,..just recieve news around 7 pm that granny's bro pass away,..-_- ,.although i have communicate with him for quite a large number of times when i am working in granny's coffeeshop,..i don really have that kind of zutto kanashii feelings,still remember him saying to me " ren lao le, bu neng chi tai sian,.tai tian, tai duo, yao he gang gang hao fen liang de shui,.." something like tat,the scars from his kidney dialysis,.. hontou gomensai,.-_- ,...mum rushing back about half an hour ago to malaysia to pay a visit,....
pimplespimples,..stop coming out leh,..-_-,..hai,..did i mention that i totally fell in love with card captor,.?? ,..kawaii ne,.long time din jog also,..lazy ah,..cannot cannot,..jeanjean,..must go and jog ne,.. ,.must go and hunt down more ccs clips,..
pimplespimples,..stop coming out leh,..-_-,..hai,..did i mention that i totally fell in love with card captor,.?? ,..kawaii ne,.long time din jog also,..lazy ah,..cannot cannot,..jeanjean,..must go and jog ne,.. ,.must go and hunt down more ccs clips,..
posted by Jean @ 3:04 AM
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Saturday, April 3
mood ring ,..
Vada Sultenfuss' poem for Thomas James Sennett:
Weeping willow with your tears running down
Why do you always weep and frown?
Is it because he left you one day?
Is it because he could not stay?
On your branches he would swing
Do you long for the happiness?
That day would bring
He found shelter in your shade
You thought his laughter would never fade
Weeping willow stop your tears
For there is something to calm your fears
You think death has ripped you forever apart
But I know he'll always be in your heart
Weeping willow with your tears running down
Why do you always weep and frown?
Is it because he left you one day?
Is it because he could not stay?
On your branches he would swing
Do you long for the happiness?
That day would bring
He found shelter in your shade
You thought his laughter would never fade
Weeping willow stop your tears
For there is something to calm your fears
You think death has ripped you forever apart
But I know he'll always be in your heart
posted by Jean @ 1:32 PM
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Friday, April 2
^_^
http://www.funstun.com/categories/fun/are-what-you-eat/index.cfm
jean, this is what the foods you eat say about you:
You are friendly and easygoing. People feel comfortable around you so it is not a surprise that many friends surround you. You have high self-esteem and will not let anyone get you down.
You are always wilful and most of the time, you are a stubborn person. But you love to work and are quite honest, which makes you good to get along with as a friend or lover.
You are tough, hard-working and responsible. When you are assigned to do something, you will do your best no matter how difficult the job at hand might be.
You are logical, smart and inventive. Sometimes you are too cold and selfish.
com at home is so laggy,..something's wrong with the system,...-_-!!
YEAH^^ FYP is completed,....hahaa,..have my best presentation ever in all three years of poly,..haaaa,..^^
manage to calm down and take my time to make shiek understand what i am trying to say,.....but i don think he really does,....watever,...it's over,...
mum's stop working,..tat means less income,..need to spend less now,..she went muar with aunt to pay a visit to grandpa's grave,..
now tat FYP has ended,..i must concentrate more on my sem exams and jogging,...
jean, this is what the foods you eat say about you:
You are friendly and easygoing. People feel comfortable around you so it is not a surprise that many friends surround you. You have high self-esteem and will not let anyone get you down.
You are always wilful and most of the time, you are a stubborn person. But you love to work and are quite honest, which makes you good to get along with as a friend or lover.
You are tough, hard-working and responsible. When you are assigned to do something, you will do your best no matter how difficult the job at hand might be.
You are logical, smart and inventive. Sometimes you are too cold and selfish.
com at home is so laggy,..something's wrong with the system,...-_-!!
YEAH^^ FYP is completed,....hahaa,..have my best presentation ever in all three years of poly,..haaaa,..^^
manage to calm down and take my time to make shiek understand what i am trying to say,.....but i don think he really does,....watever,...it's over,...
mum's stop working,..tat means less income,..need to spend less now,..she went muar with aunt to pay a visit to grandpa's grave,..
now tat FYP has ended,..i must concentrate more on my sem exams and jogging,...
posted by Jean @ 12:27 PM
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