hoooooooo haaaaa,...

yes,...my stamina's like a piece of sh*t,..

finally tis day has come,..hahhahaahha

waiting for more tortures coming,..more sighs and more disappointments,..sh*t,..i still need to check the dictionary on how to spell d-i-s-a-p-p-o-i-n-t-m-e-n-t.//

disappointment
disappointment
disappointment
disappointment
disappointment
disappointment
disappointment

need to buy reader's digest,.....

cannot tahan la,.my bed is calling me,...

yipee,..^_^

finally,..finish all taskbook assessment,....end of training,...hahahhahahahhahahahahahhaha,...oh god have i been waiting for tis day to come,...however,..the start of another horrible stage is gonna start,....

my jogging routine is gonna start again,...i hope,..no,..its a must,...^_^

things on my left brain,..

borrow a book,..
go see dentist for my smart tooth,..
start sketching,..
start planning
yeah,..

brain dead,....

i have not been using my brain for the past year,....

derusting,..painting,...cleaning,...tracing,...my creative juices are on low low level alarm,...so are my language and speaking skills,...pardon me for my spelling and sinple vocab eroors,...

am in need to have my own free time,..after i pass out,....finally the moments r coming,...the so call project i'm planning can soon occupy my entire brain capacity,...as long as the "interest' is still there,...i'm soon a vampire to be,...


shall look forward to my "long long" break,...

i really shouldn/t be blogging,...now i know why there r so many zombies onboard,...tml shall be my sleepy day,...i;m still myself,..but not myself,...how i hope to hibernate like e bears,...imagine humans hibernating,... for months,..you have to wait for your family to wake up and say,..hello,...few months din see u around,...

my neck is breaking,..my back is breaking,..my knees are crying,..my brain is starving,..my fingers are swelling,..my eyes are closing,..my feet are suffocating,..

more is coming up,...and yes i need a jog,..a long long long long jog,...why am i so lucky,..?? i need new dreams,...although i had a sweet one the last time,...hahahahahhahahhahahhahahahahhahahahhahahahahahahhahaha,...

my piano is rotting,..my paint is drying,...my room needs some attention,..my body wans to swim a little,..i have a list to do,...but at the top,..is the ability to wake up without cursing,...

things to do,..

snore
put on my thinking cap
paint my room,..
unsuccessfully play a piece,..
clean up my room,..
swim
jog
read the first page of a book,..
buy reader's digest
buy a jogging companion
go muar
go ktv
go jogging again,..
do my project,..


for now,...hmmmm,.....

ten days to nowhere,......

ten days to nowhere,...now thats "interesting" ,....

can't imagine how sailors in e past endure without today's technology,...lucky tat e ship will be even more crowded with my batch guys coming,..hahahhaha,...back to e "first two weeks ojt" c more friends onboard,...


found a new route to jog,.....^_^ yeah,....!!!!

must get myself a jogging companion,....to give me the rythmn,..

i miss e swimming pool,.....i miss swimming laps and laps,...
mum's going to learn swimming,...yeah,..can go swimming with her once she has can float,...

for the past year,..it seems as though that i have no lived through at all,....

i need a coffin to sleep in,....


i'm still scared of sadako,..always imagine her crawling around in the shaft alley,.....tat stick to the ground biatch,...one day i shall create my own sadako to fight with her,.... vs,...see who crawl faster,....turbocrawling,...

tong xin yuan is so draggy,......aiyo,...

a sweet song

I wake up every mornin',
I stumble out of bed
Stretchin' and yawnin',
another day ahead
It seems to last forever,
and time goes slowly by
Till babe and me's together,
then it starts to fly

'Cause the moment that he's with me,
time can take a flight
The moment that he's with me,
everything's alright
Night time is the right time,
we make love
Then it's his and my time, we take off

*My baby takes the morning train,
he works from nine till five and then
He takes another home again
to find me waitin' for him

Chorus

He takes me to a movie,
or to a restaurant, to go
Slow dancing, anything I want
Only when he's with me,
I catch light
Only when he gives me,
makes me feel alright

Chorus

All day I think of him,
dreamin' of him constantly
I'm crazy mad for him,
and he's crazy mad for me
When he steps off that train,
I'm makin' a fool, a fight
Work all day to earn his pay,
so we can play all night

Chorus

Chorus

He's always on that morning train
He works so hard
to find me waiting for him,..