the thing is,... ....

ahhhh,..nothing to do,..manage only about 15 rounds yesterday, saw bro and his friend ,..they jog in the stadium too,..^^ ,..10 more rounds to my goal,...today is the 27th,..5 more days and fed will be here,... still feeling sick though,.ahhh,...later jogging with friends,...hopping that the weather will not be too hot,.....plsssss,...^^

must train harder,...

,......feeling so sad,..bout family,...why things have to be the way they are,...? poor old grams living so many years in hard work,....bearing kids,...without really having a good life,now she is so old,..to even enjoy the wonders of life,......loud voices travelling through the house the whole lunar new year,....hardly have peace in the ear,.... .... ... .. .. .. . ..why do i always take things for granted,... ... my sight is always what is there is front of me,..what i hear,..how i feel,..can't i just feel, think and have sight for things far ahead,..long long ahead,..so i would not take things for granted,..well,....at the same time i'm saying all this,..i already feel half-hearted,..... ....having a runny nose and a sore throat,..too much chocolate during the festive,....gonna try jogging the 20 rounds later,...i've a feeling that i can't do it,.... ...
its already the 26 jan 2004 ,.....26 days have passed by without me "knowing" ,.....

zhi yao ni neng kuai le,...wu suo wei ,...

^_^

,..ahhh,..*yawning*,....its nearly eight,..gonna go for my 50s and jog,....gonna increase my distance,.....hope everything goes on fine,...... got a total of bout 130$ ,..then ,..50 have to go,...30$ have to go,...dl lots of songs by Clay Aiken and Josh Groban,...loved Clay Aiken's voice,..his stage presentation sorts of similar to Billy Giman ,.....the expressions,...how they hit the high pitch,....ohhh,...make me wanna learn to sing too,..been talking bout it so long,..but din really wan to waste the $$$ to learn,....anyway,.....saw Annie,...by Aileen Quinn,...so cute,...^^

^^,...^^

^^ ,...jus finished my jog,..hmm,..jog the bp area today,..very refreshing still knee hurt a little,..uncomfortable too,....happy lunar new year in an hour's time,..din have tuan yuan fan,cousins din come,..all have to work,..tata is now a bartender somewhere in orchard,..hahha,..someday can visit him and see him throw and flip bottles around ...ate with jie for lunch and was full,..then came the chocolates,...yumyum,....^_^,...gunbound was fun but hard to aim,...GP is still so low,..how to buy the cap tat i want,..-_- ,...yeah,.tomorrow,.can watch one whole day of TV,..no jogjog la,...^_^,....

Love Test

1. You are attracted to those who are
unbridled, untrammeled, and
free.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach
that would make you
feel irresistable is moods-swing, blow hot
and cold in love,
vacillate.

3. The impression you would like to give to
your lover is loyal,
faithful, never change.

4. You don't like it when your partner is
insecure.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to
build with your
partner is one that you care not only about
the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-
lasting relationship
that you can grow with.

6. You care about the society and morality, you
won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You are quite pessimistic, you don't think
happy marriages exist
anymore nowadays.

8. At this moment, you think of love as a
committment for both parties.

yeah,...^^

saw rae today,..haha,...so jiao man,..well,...gonna go jogging later,...need to increase my distance le,..hai,..still stuck on bout 4-5k,...how to reach 10 by end of this month,..having tuan yuan fan tomorrow,..uncle's coming,...ah yis coming,..too bad aunt zhu can't make it,..miss her lots,..-_- ,..wonder how she's doing,.... ... well nothing happening lately,..hmmm,...go to school,.back,..try to jog,..still cannot wake up to do the morning jog,...now tat the com's working,..been sleeping real late,.. round 4 in the morning,....

dos (jan) do my 10km supress my anger in the mist of the project maintain my resolutions (feb) hmm,..10kg lighter and make jus treat,..hahaha...can i ,...??? think i can only lose 5,.. still supressing my anger in the mist of the project still maintaining my resolutions (march)do my 21km make sure i do my best for the final presentation carry on with my resolutions (april) do well for the last exams in my whole poly years diedie must stick onto my resolutions (may) do my 31km step into the working society,..and have tons of fun changed lifestyle,...stick to my resolutions (june) do my 42 km let parents freak out bout exsistence of my bf won half way through the year of resolutions (july) maintain my physical (aug) maintain my physical (sep) maintain my physical (oct) maintain my physical (nov) maintain my physical (dec) go and complete the marathon donts injured myself during the jogs take in too much msgs make plans and excused myself from it quarrel with my bro over the com,......

went to buy dad's dinner jus now,.long queue,..need bout 1/2 h,..so jus went walking around,...there's a garden with fence around,...its actually three large outdoor cage,..saw a few dog house and saw a black hen,..and two rabbits,...approach the fence and the hen came close,..it croack once and peck on the tall grass in front,..one of the pure white rabbit,red eyes hop here and there and the other mixed color,droopy ears stare into blank space,..much has changed to the see-saw,...walk walk and i went to blk 10 ,.jenny's old old house,..the slope to her flate is nicely decorated and sheltered,..no more kids waiting for the school bus in the rain,....like how jen used to,...the old see-saw is gone,..no more slides and sand,..but plastics and rubber flooring,..decided to go up to her old floor ,..11 ,..went in the small small lift tat creak when it comes to a halt,..the same old smell of childhood when i was about 9,..10,.? their house is now occupied by chinese too,..saw a big fish tank in the living room,..get to see the whole view from teck whye to bukit panjang,..and even kranji ,..and more,...^_^ ,...wat a trip tat is full of memories out from a trip tat is boring,...^^

^_^

rae's getting engage,...^^ ,..what a shocking news,...but very refreshing,..so she will be staying in singapore too and she won't moving away la,...heehee,...din i tell you that ship chartering is boring,..so is DEB,..so sian ah,...don't really like the lecturer..i get my com back,..get my com back,....hai,...miss today's night jog.,..went back camp to do declaration today,....lucky i type the correct password at the last attempt,..or else ah,..hahah,..ain't i lucky today,.,...first ,..i rem tat i forgot to bring the11B,..then i manage to get help from aunt to pass it to me ,...then the password valid,...and the com is finally fixed after months of resting,..^^

^_^

finally there is some progress in the project,..long time din see my darling la,..miss him,..still at around 5 km,...how to progress ah,..later going swimming with rae,..^^ long long time din see her le,..got so much to share with her,..aunt came yesterday,..somehow feel like i've taken her for granted,....-_-,...!! hmmm,...lets see,....
thur,... night jog,...
fri,...night jog,..
sat and sun too,..night jog,...
just can't wake up to do my morning run,.....-_-,...

next week is chinese new year,...and i haven clean the windows yet and the kitchen walls i promised mom a long long time ago,....suddenly miss my other aunt,...wonder how she's doing now,..????

have a tough time trying to increase my mileage,.. later have to go for ship chartering class,...boring,....boring,..a bit like shipping business,...though the new semester's timetable is the best,..but the modules are soosoosoos,...boring and sian ahhh,...

its the second week

,..haaaa,...still waiting for the printer to print my lab sheets,..gonna hand in later,..so it better come out,.....hmmm,...did some jogging here and there,...^^ hai ,..must increase my distance,...need to accomplish 10k by end of this month ah,....jogjogjogjogjogjogjog,..

^_^

hmm,,..its the 6th ,..at school now,..bro needs bout 500++ for the com,..for he gets tat fast,..my school timetable is quite nice,..the best one tat i like so far,..still waiting for the $ to come to pay off all my bills,..they are using some bytes in the bugging area of my brain,..din jog the whole distance last night,..only did half way and i suddenly feel so sleepy,..this is the negative about being bonded,..i cannot really do what i wanna,..can't get a sideline,.so terribly bored,..

its a new year,...^_^

yipee,...a brand new year,..lets see,..jogging,..hmm,..improved a little,..but still have go lots to go,...gotta attain my goal of 10km by the end of jan,...^_^,..ahh,..got my schdule for the new semester,..have to wake up early every mon and thurs,...but can go home around 3-4 pm haha,...gotto start fitting my jogging hours into the schdule,..hmmm.,.hmm,...