its months

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cap ou pas cap,..?

missed my night jogs for months,...onboard is an best place to play catching,..hide and seek,...anticipating impatiently for my first scolding from anyone,...pls scold me,.....i have been anticipating tat since start of my jtqt,..i hate the stupid taskbook and e stupid questions,....most importantly,.i hate tat i don have e answers on my manual,...

i like memorising and getting lost on ship,..for now,...the ship's like a playground,..
alot of places is scary=fun in there,...alley,..troop mess,..(looks like hell,..) so many a times imagine sadako crawling inside the alley,..its meant for her,..
i'm scared of sadako so much tat she is becoming a fren cos i imagine her around too much,...

catching up with shan and yu,...well,..its sure a different feeling,...less topic,..we seem to be staring into blank spaces time to time,..

ice-creams,....seemed to taste different,...so is chilli,...and chocolates,...

miss my weekdays tv time,..

going to stay in "hell",....well,...its a heaven compared to yen's,..

i don feel that working onboard is any tougher den being a waitress,...now i know how they got so fat,...i must beware,...

i ate to much biscuits,....and chocolates,...

alot ask why i don eat meat,...well i do,..shrimps,..i like,..unagi,.sardines..i think i'm just sick of eating meat,cos i ate them too much.?..don you feel sick,..?? eating prawns,..moooo's flesh,...maaaaa's flesh,...onik onik's flesh, and continue with their feet,..intestines,..brain,..ears,..skin,..their fats,...feather fren's flesh. well maybe someday i will miss eating them,...

take care all,..adios,..

Jeu ou pas jeu,..?

Une vie entière pour se dire "je t'aime". 80 ans pour démarrer une histoire d'amour. Et tout ça à cause d'un jeu. Ou peut-être grâce à un jeu.
Sophie et Julien ont défini les règles du jeu. Ils en sont, pour le restant de leurs vies, les arbitres et souvent les victimes. "Cap ou pas cap ?" "Cap ! Bien sûr ! " Ils sont cap de tout : du meilleur comme du pire. Bafouer tous les tabous, défier tous les interdits, braver toutes les autorités, rire, se faire mal. Cap de tout !? sauf, peut-être de s'avouer qu'ils s'aiment.
Ce jeu commence avec un pari innocent : un pari afin d'oublier que Maman est gravement malade, afin d'oublier quand toute la classe te traite de sale polak. Et quelques paris plus tard, le jeu devient ce qu'il y a de plus beau, de plus fort dans la vie des deux enfants.
Ils jouent, ils s'aiment ? Le jeu, l'amour ? L'amour, le jeu : finalement c'est tellement plus simple d'être ami. Et ainsi la vie passe, le jeu reste, de plus en plus intense, comme la passion. Et chaque fois qu'ils se répondent "Cap !", ils se disent "Je t'aime plus que ma propre vie". "Plus que ma propre vie ?" "Cap !"

^_^ cute show,.. "jeu ou pas jeu,..?

she's not as strong as she is,....i hate them,...those lazy ppl ,...who stay at home and demand for money,...and still dare to talk out loud,..i hate,..e one who went all over the world enjoying his *ss off,..i hate e one who never work b4 in his life,.

damn it ,..i hate my uncle,..and my cousin's split*ss father,..i hate them for making my mom so sad,...i won care if i had to slap to make them understand that its a kid their owning their shit*ss life to,..i don care if he's a f*cking
christian,..i felt so like strangling them to their graves....

i don care a damn to respect those who never contribute to this family and dare spend a dime off me,..and to those who hurt my mom,..i'm gonna make sure that you regret all your life,..

to all christians:
asking for forgivness will not take away your sins,..it just take away your guilt,...so open your eyes and see the light,..enlighten yourself pls,.if you make the ppl around you sad,..its no use being a christian or even god,..

i am very sad today,...am very angry today,..all thanks to the ppl that i wish were six feet under,...i don know,.ts just a mixture,..sorry for all the vulgarities,.

happy day all,...^_^

^_^

hi all,...i'm not suppose to b here,..now posting craps,...but anyway,...

ya,..i'm really taking a lot of things for granted,...family,.friends,..time,..

life....is really a rollercoaster,..so now do wat you wanna do ,..to get e highs,...but prepare to go down,...

music,.yes,.is an important part in my life,..

so is coffee,..which i' m trying to break tis habit,..

another weekend of happy eating,.hahaha,.
got my favorite tofu,.ching chao,..popcorn,..yogurt,..crackers,...

its a great weather today,...

----some ppl chose not to talk for e fear of hurting other ppl's feeling,... ( i don agree to tis statement )


i'm missing a lot of jap shows,...and korean shows,..tat 70's show,.everybody loves raymond,...the nanny,...family ties,..ohhh,..my favorites,.miss watching shows on weekdays nights,..(excluding friday la)

tomorrow pls don come,..

* nite nite *yawn

Utada Hikaru - First Love

once in awhile, you are in my mind
i think about the days that we've had and i dream that this would all come back to me

if only you knew every moment in time, nothing goes on in my heart (?), just like your memories
how i long here to be with you once more

you will always gonna be the one [lol really, i swear this is what she says and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go, come into my life again
oh dont say no

you will always gonna be the one in my life, so true
i believe i can never find somebody like you, my first love

once in awhile, you are in my dreams
i can feel the warmth of your embrace and i pray that one day you'll come back to me

if only you knew every moment in time
nothing goes on in my heart just like your memories
how i long here to be with you once more yeah

you will always be inside my heart and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go come into my life again, please dont say no

now and forever, you were still the one, in my heart
so true, i believe i can never find somebody like you, my first love

you will always gonna be the one and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go come into my life again, oh dont say no

you will always gonna be the one so true, i believe i can never find
now and forever