^_^ ,......

so long nv blog le,..so long nv jog le,...seems hard to get back to the routine that i have before i left singapore,..or rather,..it is different feeling,suddenly felt that i am not as adventureous as i thought i ama,....still thinking,..wat do i wan to do,....i think i spent too much time thinking,..however,.i really have no idea,...but for sure,..i don wanna spent my next 7-8 years on e singapore acting force,...but at least that is one thing i know,..and it can b quite a sad thing,..

yard is not good,..all the dirt,..all the THERE IS NO WATER,.....

i can't even go to a nice toilet,...this is the worst part,....

OPTIONS

go study ,..
learn the new skills
wait for 4 more years and start anew,..(sounds like a prisoner,...no leh prisoner better den me,.prisoner can take up studies while in prison)



haha,..this is the first time though,...but totally at their mercy,...hahahhaha,...
anyway,.....

zao an,..have to go work le,..sian,...this is wat i don like,...trap on a ship,..on sun,....wat sia,...i rather trap in a shop,..at least still can see ppl,...on a ship,..................with ah nes,...no water,.no toliet,...now tat is pathetic,..

so many ppl around having relationship problems,...am i the next,..????
a bit "siao" ah me,..but,..true ma,..you never know ,...
hahahhaha,..anyway,..hope today,..no ah ne,...ah ne also need to rest on sun one ma,...

ya,...i miss those study days....now i know,..why study so good,...i also wanna go back,...but...i know,...i never will,.....

gotto go,... i love my darling,..lots,..^ ^