little one

Monday, March 29

yeah,..fyp gonna end soon,..^_^

hmmmm,..feeling very itchy hand,..wanna type something on my blog,..

"pain is like energy,..keep passing on " forgot the actual lines,.written or composed by szewei,..felt really true,.
...sometimes if you think about something bothering you,.you feel sad,...then if you don't think about it,..it disappears until the next time you think it back again,..that is how i feel about pain,..it never goes away,..and it is always that degree of painess everytime you looked back,...
mom's gonna quit her job liao,..31 march,.last day,..she say she wanna look for work that would not stress on her legs,...hai,..how i wish i can faster come out and let my parents retire,...-_- ,..!!
have not been covering long distances,..something's been bothering me,..i feeling like stucking in the mud,..think some of you know what i am talking about,.. been lazy also,.did not wake up to do my morning jogs,..i never did wake up to do morning jogs consecutively before for a week,..nevertheless,..i never stop trying and failing,..
i'm glad that i am consider an active person,..in a sense that i do swimming and jog,..blarblarblar,..hai,.wonder if i can maintain it till i am old like a grandfather's clock,....really peifu all those old old grannies and grappas,.in the marathons,...^_^ ,..salute,..as the day close in to start work,..i feel happier,..really cannot sit or stand still thinking about it,..finally,..never in my mind did i ever thought that i would be in the navy,.let me recall,..my first ambition,..vet,..but i cannot stand the wound and hurt animals,..and the sight of wound and blood,..then teacher,..comeon,..do i have the patience,..?? i don think so,..hotel management - hmmm,..this is the ambition i have when i work in rainforest cafe,.but then better not,..cannot stand unreasonable customers,i will fight back at any accusations made,...so i might end up being fired,..police---i scard of bodies leh,...professional athelete---hmmm,...if i start training from young ,..maybe i am one already,..but then ,.hai,...so ,..discard ,...let me see,..3 years ago i am still thinking about my future career and what will i be in,....AHHH,.^_^ ,..now,.dun need to think la,..ahhahah,..not at least for the next 6 years,..as long as i have $$ for my basic necessities in life,...sounds so (mei you ku qi) should have demanded more from life isn't it,..?? car,.? one million??big house?? well content is enough,..you don need a car in singapore,..a million?? where i get tat $$,.. big house,.and spent maid on cleaning it,.while you only spent 70 percent of the time in a particular area of the house,..but for me,..contentment is no progress,..so wat is the real definition for me as being content,..?? hmmm,.okay don bother me,..my craps again,....^_^ ,..


oh,...by the way today is takizawa hideaki's birthday,..hahhaha,..^_^ but as he grows older,..i din like him anymore,..not as cute as last time la,..wat to do,..hai,..ahahah,..^_^

Saturday, March 27

cardcaptor ,...daisuki ne,..

Song Lyrics

『カードキャプターさくら』 オープニング・テーマ
Card Captor Sakura Opening Theme

Catch You Catch Me
Sung by: グミ / Gumi
Sakura version sung by: 丹下桜 / Sakura Tange

会いたいな 会えないな 切ないなこの気持ち
/ Aitai na aenai na setsunai na kono kimochi /
/ I want to see you, I can't see you. It makes me feel sad. /

言えないの 言いたいの チャンス逃してばかり

/ Ienai no iitai no chansu nogashite bakari /
/ I cannot tell you, I want to tell you... My chance just slipped away. /

だって だって 翼広げ二人で

/ Datte datte tsubasa hiroge futari de /
/ But, let's both spread our wings out together... /

空をマラソン 夢をユニゾンしたい

/ Sora o marason yume o yunison shitai /
/ and run a marathon in the sky and unify our dreams. /

ほら Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me まって

/ Hora Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me matte /
/ Look! Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me. Hold on! /

こっちをむいて スキだといって

/ Kocchi o muite suki da to itte /
/ Turn to me and tell me you love me. /

そう Nice to Meet You Good to See You きっと

/ Sou Nice To Meet You Good To See You kitto /
/ That's right! Nice to meet you. Good to see you. Surely! /

私の想い あなたのハートに飛んで飛んで飛んでいけ

/ Watashi no omoi anata no haato ni tonde tonde tonde yuke /
/ My feelings go flying, flying, flying into your heart. /

迷わない

/ Mayowanai /
/ I won't lose my way. /

たまにね なくなっちゃう からだのバッテリー

/ Tamani ne nakunacchau karada no batterii /
/ Occasionally, my body battery runs out. /

あなたの笑顔で いつも充電満タン パワー爆発しちゃえ

/ Anata no egao de itsumo juuden mantan pawaa bakuhatsu shichae /
/ With your smiling face, it always fills up and blasts with power. /

お願い お願い まずはお友達から

/ Onegai onegai mazu wa otomodachi kara /
/ Please, please, at least because we're friends, /

笑って 見つめて 楽しい毎日にしたい

/ Waratte mitsumete tanoshii mainichi ni shitai /
/ let's laugh, gaze, and have fun every day. /

ほら Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me ゼッタイ

/ Hora Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me Zettai /
/ Look! Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me. Absolutely! /

運命だって お似合いだって

/ Unmei datte oniai datte /
/ Because it's fate. Because we're well-matched. /

そう Nice to Meet You Good to See You きっと

/ Sou Nice To Meet You Good To See You kitto /
/ That's right! Nice to meet you. Good to see you. Surely! /

誰にも負けない あなたを世界で一番一番一番一番

/ Dare ni mo makenai anata o sekai de ichiban ichiban ichiban ichiban /
/ Losing to no one, you're the no. 1, no. 1, no. 1, no. 1 in the world! /

コ・イ・シ・テ・ル

/ Ko-i-shi-te-ru /
/ I am falling in love! /

ほら Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me まって

/ Hora Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me matte /
/ Look! Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me. Hold on! /

こっちをむいて スキだといって

/ Kocchi o muite suki da to itte /
/ Turn to me and tell me you love me. /

そう Nice to Meet You Good to See You きっと

/ Sou Nice To Meet You Good To See You kitto /
/ That's right! Nice to meet you. Good to see you. Surely! /

私の想い あなたのハートに飛んで飛んで飛んでいけ

/ Watashi no omoi anata no haato ni tonde tonde tonde yuke /
/ My feelings go flying, flying, flying into your heart. /

迷わない

/ Mayowanai /
/ I won't lose my way. /

ほら Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me ゼッタイ

/ Hora Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me Zettai /
/ Look! Catch You Catch You Catch Me Catch Me. Absolutely! /

運命だって お似合いだって

/ Unmei datte oniai datte /
/ Because it's fate. Because we're well-matched. /

そう Nice to Meet You Good to See You きっと

/ Sou Nice To Meet You Good To See You kitto /
/ That's right! Nice to meet you. Good to see you. Surely! /

誰にも負けない あなたを世界で一番一番一番一番

/ Dare ni mo makenai anata o sekai de ichiban ichiban ichiban ichiban /
/ Losing to no one, you're the no. 1, no. 1, no. 1, no. 1 in the world! /

コ・イ・シ・テ・ル

/ Ko-i-shi-te-ru! /
/ I am falling in love! /

Friday, March 26

>_<

wow,..finish with the report,..with the overnight rushing,..of cos la,..anyway,..don wanna tok about tat,..makes me angry,..haa,.must put in the morning jog ah,..saw the ger tat regularly jog there,..so fast man,..must be better than her ah,..so train up jean...don be lazy le la,..now report done,..hai,..even if got report also cannot use as excuse la,..dui.,...stamina still like so lowwww,... must train harder,...must train harder,.....^_^ ,..

Thursday, March 25

-_- ,..ZZZ

finally more than 50% of the report done,report due on friday noon,got lots of things to do tomorrow la,..went ms for buffet yesterday,and enjoyed myself alot in the mist of worrying for the due date of the FYP. The arcade is quite empty,so can try out the games i have never try before without paisehing myself,..hahhaha,... Manage to catch "That 70's show, the character sure change alot, i mean the actors and actress,..but its still funny as ever,..^_^,..suddenly i felt so real tat i am growing with the characters in the show,...Friday faster come,...sso it means i am over with the typing of the reports,..went jogging jus now,..manage to cover the yewtee streets,.slower and more times of stopping than usual,...but i sure feel good after finding out tat i am still able to finish the long distance after so long of not jogging long distance,....but still its not really long distance,....... ...-_- !!compare to half marathon or marathon,..its peanuts,....>_< ,....haaaa,..its one in the morn,...going to bed la,..still have to wake up for morn jog,..hope i hear the alarm ringing,..and tat ,..i force myself up,..hahhhahaha,...

Monday, March 22

-_- ,..zzzz

filling so full,...ate dinner at 4pm,.well tats the usually time i eat,....manage to wake up early in the morning to do some rounds,....oh,.must stop typing the "...." enjoyed my 20th birthday yesterday,..^_^,..THANKS EVERYBODY!!!,..^^ did not have enough sleep,and is feeling light in my head now,but dinner's still in my stomach, can't head for the bed so fast. Gonna do some report typing later after the night jog. Where should i jog leh, maybe i shall hit the roads on yewtee. Long time did not run that long distance. Wonder if i am able to finish the whole course??? Must focus more on finishing the report and having more regular jogs. Somehow i have a feeling that i will not be able to finish the marathon. Thinking of trying the half-marathon instead. Watched "The haunted mansion" yesterday with YJ, hmmm,..its quite funny at certain parts. Overall however i expect it to be funnier as Eddie Murphy is starring in. ^_^ Got two exquisite jewelleries for my birthday. Heehee!! Both are pleasant surprises, set up by YJ and Szewei & Siuling. Not forgetting the cake and candles,...recieved warm greetings from lots of other good friends,..Thanks,..^^
WELL,.. I AM 20!!
YEAH,..
can't wait to graduate, and start working.
Cannot tahan anymore, gonna nap,..see ya,..

Friday, March 19

jeanjean,..don be lazy to go jogging,.....

got to go back to regular jogging ahh,...have been so lazy for the last few weeks to go jogging,..cannot ahh,..yeah tomorrow is sat,..can watch fruit basket,..i jus beginning to like tat anime,..ohh,..yuki,..kekeke,..<----tat's how my bro laugh at chatting online,..then i copy him la,..try to finish doing the report by this weekend,.....damm,.....make a quality report,.....since i don have prototype,...hmmm,..haaa,...tomorrow got "all in" and "fly away home" ,..i always anticipate my weekends with tv,..

Thursday, March 18

^_^

yeah,...poly 50 got 4th in the non-competitive ,...hahahha,..so tough at the beginning,...but becomes better at the end,...cos it was the guys going most of the work,.....heehehee,....miss again,...tat 70's show,....haiii,...handling in of report is going to due soon,.have to cheong doing the report la,...^^

Saturday, March 13

wow,..

have not done any jogging for A WEEK!!,..hahahaha,..shit man,...!!! anyway,...still miss tat 70's show,...another lump of shit,..hai,..hmmm,..watched my girl 2,..^^ nice,...but not as good as the first one ...,..

Monday, March 8

,...

If I were a month, I'd be:decs
If I were a day of the week, I'd be: mondaes
If I were a piece of furniture, I"d be: grandfather's clock
If I were a liquid, I'd be: milk
If I were a clothing, I'd be: a jacket
If I were a flower/plant, I'd be: rose
If I were a season I'd be: summer
If I were a mythical creature, I'd be: uricon
If I were a color, I'd be: red
If I were a sound, I'd be: alarm clock
If I were an element, I'd be: fire
If I were a song, I'd be: hmm,..beat it
If I were a movie, I'd be: life is beautiful
If I were a food, I'd be: tofu
If I were a material, I'd be: wood
If I were a taste, I'd be: sour
If I were a scent, I'd be: softlan
If I were a religion, I'd be: freethinker
If I were a word, I'd be: joy
If I were a body part, I'd be: hands
If I were a facial expression, I'd be: smile
If I were a shape, I'd be a: star
If I were a number, I'd be: 3
If I were an animal/insect: horse
If I were a piece of art, I'd be: a painting
If I were an instrument, I? be: flute
If i were a place, I? be: sea
school start,...yeah,...it is the last term in poly,..^_^ ,...hahahahaha,...hai nothing much to do,....later have to go jog jog,..hope it stop raining,..have been jogging really little ah,..hai how to complete the distance man,....only slept about two and a half hours yesterday,..but i am not feeling sleepy yet,..connection to friendster is really slow ah,...today got ray romano,..rem to watch later,..waiting for wed ,..then can watch tat 70's show,..wow,...jog jog jogjogjogjogjogjoggjogjogjgojgojgojgjogjogjogjogjgojgogjogojgjogjogjgojgojgogj,..
What's a weird fear you have that no one else probably does?: dirty toliet floor
Is not Jon Stewart great?:okay la
What song are you listening to?: ehh,..not now
Best face wash/acne fighting product?: hmm,..forgot the name leh,..
How loud do you sneeze?: loudddd ba
Do you like your handwriting?: nope
Ugliest color you've ever seen?: i don like striking colors together,..on a person
Does having matching socks matter to you?: yes,.
If you were in band, what would you call it?: the currypuffers? duno,..hmm,.add all the names together and see what we get
Last time you were on a plane?: last time i went miyazaki
Have a digital camera?: hope to get one soon,...
How big is your TV?: bigger than my head
Have you ever heard of Mystery Science Theater 3000?:,..... have you heard of singapore science center,...??
How many pillows do you sleep with?: one,..
sXe.. good or bad?: did you have a spelling check,..??
Most annoying commercail ever?: hmmm,..forgot le
Lamest pick-up line ever?: "can i be your friend?" for goodness sake,...how can i answer tat,.
Dumbest song ever?: ahhh,..haven heard of one to say tat it is
Worst way to die?: choking,...
Who's the funniest comedian?: ahh,..alot,...
Ever been in a car accident?: thank god
Ever had braces?: might wanna have one soon
Do you know HTML?: not really
What's the most useless class in school?: civil and moral,.....for goodness sake,...
Best Jones Soda flavor?: i dunno
Something you collect?: hmm,..i don really collect anything,..
Something you're allergic to?: hmmm,....i can say meat,...how adays i'm really picky on meat
Something you wish would die?: something i wish would die,..????? for what,....

i don't know why i like to do this,..i really don;t know,....

Tell me about yourself
What's your name?: jean
How old are you?: 19
Where are you from?: singapore
When is your birthday?: 21 march
What color hair?: black,..or dark brown
What color eyes?: the same as hair
What is you favorite
Color?: black ,..white,...blue,..red,...brown,..green,..too much
Food?: tofu
Animal?: dog
Drink?: milk
Song?: new york new york
Band/Singer?: hmm,..blly gilman,..or mj,..or ,...
Movie?: hmmm,..life is beautiful,.??
TV show?:tat 70's show,...everybody loves raymond
Book?: don have a favorite
Sport?: jogging.,...swimming,..walking.,..
This or that
Night or day?: night
Black or white?: black
Chocolate or vanilla?: vanilla
Pepsi or Coke?: none??
TV or computer?: hard to chose,..
Movies or DVD's?: DVD
Rock or rap?: rock
Pop or punk?: pop
Old or young?: stay young man
Tall or short?: hmmm,...don b like mini me can le
Big or small?: on what you asking about,..??
Randomosity
Have you ever tried to lick you elbow?: yes,..noone can do it,.unless you are a doublejointed,..or your toungue is long
When was the last time you cried?: hmmm,..the show yesterday very touching ma
Do you sing in the shower?:yes
Can you drive (legally)?: nope
Do clowns scare you?: nope
Do you enjoy jello?: sometimes,..
What is the one thing that annoys you most?: forcing things i don wan to do
Do you laugh a lot?: should be
Do you consider yourself a funny person?: not really
Who is a sexy mofo?: hmm,...i find johnny's jr dancing sexy,...
Does MTV suck?: nope
Does Avril Lavigne suck?: no
Do I suck?: no
Do you suck?: no
Have you ever chased a duck around in circles?: nope,..
Are you tired of this?: nope
What time is it?: 3am
What day is it?: monay
Do you love me?: hahaha,..no


Friday, March 5

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon and there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather ever find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

did i miss tat

miss the episode of "tat 70's show",..shit,....anyway,..nothing,..week of holi,..gonna end,..yeah,..^_^,...april faster comecome,..come,.hahha,.

From eminem ,....

"Where's my snare, I have no snare in my headphones, there ya' go, yeah, yo', yo'...

Have you ever been hated or discriminated against, I have, i've been protested and demonstrated against, picket signs for my wicked rhymes, look at the times, sick is the mind of the motherfuckin' kid that's behind, all this commotion, emotions run deep as ocean's explodin', tempers flaring from parents just blow 'em off and keep goin', not takin' nothin' from no one, give 'em hell long as i'm breathin', keep kickin' ass in the mornin', an' takin' names in the evening leave 'em with a taste as sour ,as vinegar in they mouth, see they can trigger me but they'll never figure me out, look at me now, I bet ya' probably sick of me now ain't you mama i'ma make you look so ridiculous now...
CHORUS]

I'm sorry mama, I never meant to hurt you, I never meant to make you cry, but tonight i'm
cleanin' out my closet, {one more time}, I said i'm sorry mama, I never meant to hurt you, I never meant to make you cry, but tonight i'm cleanin' out my closet...

I got some skeletons in my closet and I don't know if no one knows it, so before they thrown me inside my coffin and close it, i'ma expose it, i'll take you back to '73, before I ever had amulti-platinum sellin' Cd, I was a baby, maybe I was just a couple of months, my faggot father must have had his pantie's up in a bunch, cause he split, I wonder if he even kissed me goodbye, no I don't on second thought, I just fuckin' wished he would die, I look at Hailie and I
couldn't picture leavin' her side, even if I hated Kim, I grit my teeth and I'd try, to make it
work with her at least for Hailie's sake I maybe made some mistakes but i'm only human, but i'm man enough to face them today, what I did was stupid, no doubt it was dumb, but the smartest shit I did was take them bullets out of that gun, cause id'a killed 'em, shit I would have shot Kim and him both, it's my life, i'd like to welcome y'all to the Eminem show...

Now I would never disown own mama just to get recognition, take a second to listen who you think this record is dissin', but put yourself in my position, just try to envision witnessin' your Mama poppin' prescription pills in the kitchen bitchin' that someone's always goin' through her purse and shits missin' going through public housing systems, victim of Munchausen's syndrome, my whole life I was made to believe I was sick when I wasn't 'til I grew up, now I blew up, it makes you sick to ya' stomach, doesn't it wasn't it the reason you made that Cd for me, ma, so you could try to justify the way you treated me, ma, but guess what, your gettin' older now and it's cold when your lonely, and Nathan's growing up so quick, he's gonna know that your phoney, and Hailie's getting so big now, you should see her she's beautiful, but you'll never see her, she won't even be at your funeral, see what hurts me the most is you won't admit you was wrong, bitch, do your song, keep tellin' yourself that you was a mom, but how dare you try to take what you didn't help me to get, you selfish bitch, I hope you fuckin' burn in hell for this shit, remember when Ronnie died and you said you wished it was me, well guess what, I am dead, dead to you as can be..."

so power ah the words but so nice,..i mean full of feelings.,.guess this is the best song i've ever heard so full of real emotions,..and ya can see the story,.....anyway,..hughh,.how can i miss tat,..tat,..tat,.tat,..70's show,.dammm,...




Wednesday, March 3

which one i prefer,..
Gold or Silver ,..silver
Black or White,....black
Loud or Quiet,....both can,..??
Sweet or Sour,..sour
Hot or Cold,....hot
Scented Candles or Incenst Candles,...scented candles
Coke or Pepsi,..don like both
Calm or Possesive,...ehhh,...both can
Too Early or Too Late,...too early
Light or Dark,..light
Leader or Follower,..leader
Fighter or Peacemaker,...fighter
Cake or Pie,..pie
Lover or Friend,....friend
Sports Car or Luxury,..sports
Dressy or Casual,...casual
Nine West or Timberland,...ehh,..timberland
Nautica or Tommy,..nautica
Lazy or Energetic,...energetic
Complainer or Content,...content
Stripes or Dots,...stripes

Tuesday, March 2

BILLIE JEAN,...

another new song tat i like,..by MJ,...and beat it too,..^^ wow,..tat rhythm,..its the second day into the week,..should be in the pool now,...shit it rained jus now,...well,..jogging again then,...so annie are you okay,..are you okay annie,..hahha,..hmm,..

Monday, March 1

my first visit to the ROM

went to rae's ROM today,..lucky i'm in time for it,..tos tat i will be late,..hahaha,..so beautiful she is in tat wedding dress,...^_^,...then later they went in for the solmenising (dunno how to spell la),..so fast sia,...and so cute,..rae's having tough time controlling her laughter and trying to say out the nuo yan thingy,..lucky she manage to focus and say out without laughing her head off,....then is photo time at fort canning,...after everything,..i went to Diamaru,..again for nothing,..just like to be there,.a sense of memory or rather belonging,...after working there for so many months,.....got to go jog liao,...have not been jogging long distances,..only short ones,....>_< ,.....yeah,..one week break,....