???? ????

yo,...hmm,..well,..nothing to say,..
i love chocolates,..yumyum,..
i love dates of tunisia,..
i love ice-cream
but they are full of sugar,....

going jogging,..??
not going,..?
going,..??
not going?
going?
nope,..?
go??
no,..?

^^

hi all,...ya,..din do any jogging for three days,..no more than tat,..anyway,.have to start jogging again,..again,..hope i can finish wat i want to,...


had a nice chat with shan, qun and zen,..though zen said nothing much,..really enjoyed the times we had together,...hope that we would do the kopi sessions more often,...oh ,,,..how can i forget vin,..anyway,..

ate tons of biscuits,..choco biscuits,..yumyumyum,.hahahaha,..^_^ ,..have been doing more pumpings den usual,..ya..so,..to improve my flex arm hang,..i dislike strengthening of the upper arms,..cos,.its always tat difficult,...beginning to feel sleepy again,.must be due to the biscuits i ate,..

nothing happen much,..ya,..grams final got her pots of flowers growing,..^_^ still i guess tat is not much for her to do,..

i need to drink more water,..eat less biscuits,..chew less ice cubes,..do more pumping,.jog more,..

okok

i know its late,..but i think i would not sleep tonight,..feel like donning over,..surfing the net,..feel like doing some things tat i have not been doing to enjoy myself,..got the news that i will only be having jrc on oct,..tats so long away,..so decided to take some course at night,...

courses
singing (sort of wasting $$)
dancing (hmmm,....)
baking (might be )
oil painting (quite like)
volunteer things (hahahhahaha)
i have only one thing on my mind,.........
increase distance
increase distance
increase distance
increase distance

well,..think i better take the time to train myself up,..after slacking for two weeks,....
din manage to finish the route,..half way through turn back home,..miss again a run tonight,..maybe i shall go tml morn,..well,..if i am still up,.
still thinking of which plan to chose for my handphone,..

after my regular tibits sessions with my buddies in bmt,..i fell in love with the biscuits,..and more chocolates,..mars,..
i have to lose weight,..

yo,..

back from the "chalet" haha,..lost so much training,..hai,...now must train more of my arms,..only on the last day did i find out tat sergent adeline ran about the same route i took everynight,..haha,..thought i am the only crazy person around,..anyway,..feeling total shag now,..going for jog in few mins time,...hope i can finish the slow jog,..

already i am starting to miss the fun i have in bmt,..especially the times we had in our bunk,..the jokes and laughters,..the one we condemn survive the last torture (i make it sound so terrible) well,..i feel so,..anyway,..well,..watever,..wat can i do now,..its all over,..

grams's heart's weak,............... ..... ..... .... . . . .. . . . . . .. .
bro's going to ngee ann polytechnic ^_^ ^_^ same course as darling,..just two years younger,..

while life's slowly to get more intersting,..there are bound to have things that i hope did not exsist in the first place,...

somehow i felt tat i have not drank enough water,.. ..

i still love the songs from gensoumaden saiyuki,.^^ ,..i still miss my aunt,..alot,..yeah,..well,..

the clock kept ticking,..now 9.15 pm,..my throat's dry,..and i am running out of things to write,..grams's heartbeat is not regular,..wat can i do,..?? ??? ????? well ,..

wen is my pay coming,,..??

FOR REAL is a nice song,...Tokuyama hidenori,..
i wanna jog a marathon....but my time is running out,..my patience is limit,..and my laziness is always there,...like a bug,..

i need to change my handphone plan,..its eating up my $$$,..overall,..i need to go toliet now,..

^_^

can't wait for tonight and head back to tekong to finish up the bmt,...struggling to stay awake last night to finish watching the last few episodes of WLS ,...

Track 1
From The Beginning Til Now
Ryu
ne-ge ol-su eop-seul-geo-ra-go i-jen geu-reol-su eop-da-go
je-bal geu-man ha-ra-go na-reul dal-let-ji
jeong-mal i-jeo-beo-ri-go sip-eo da-shin bol-su eop-da-myeon
na-reul jab-go-it-neun neo-eui mo-deun-geol
ne-ga ut-go ship-eul-dde-ma-da neon na-reul ul-eo-beo-ri-ge man-deu-ni-gga
eo-neu-geot ha-na-do na-eui ddeut-de-ro neon hal-su eop-ge man-deu-neun-geol
ni-ga bo-go ship-eul-dde-ma-da nan i-reok-he mu-neo-jeo-beo-ri-go ma-ni-gga
a-mu-ri i-jeu-ryeo-go e-reul sseo-do i-jeul-su eop-ge ha-ni-gga
jeong-mal i-jeo-beo-ri-go sip-eo da-shin bol-su eop-da-myeon
na-reul jab-go-it-neun neo-eui mo-deun-geol
ne-ga ut-go ship-eul-dde-ma-da neon na-reul ul-eo-beo-ri-ge man-deu-ni-gga
eo-neu-geot ha-na-do na-eui ddeut-de-ro neon hal-su eop-ge man-deu-neun-geol
ni-ga bo-go ship-eul-dde-ma-da nan i-reok-he mu-neo-jeo-beo-ri-go ma-ni-gga
a-mu-ri i-jeu-ryeo-go e-reul sseo-do i-jeul-su eop-ge ha-ni-gga
dan han-sa-ram-eul sa-rang-ha-neun-ge i-to-rok
him-deun-il-in-jul nan jeong-mal mol-rat-eo
ne-ga ut-go ship-eul-dde-ma-da neon na-reul ul-eo-beo-ri-ge man-deu-ni-gga
eo-neu-geot ha-na-do na-eui ddeut-de-ro neon hal-su eop-ge man-deu-neun-geol
ni-ga bo-go ship-eul-dde-ma-da nan i-reok-he mu-neo-jeo-beo-ri-go ma-ni-gga
a-mu-ri i-jeu-ryeo-go e-reul sseo-do i-jeul-su eop-ge ha-ni-gga
English
Can't return to my side, it's impossible now
I console myself that I should stop loving you now
If I can't meet you again,
I really hope to forget you, to forget the entire you in my heart
Every time I want to smile, you let me cry
You make my everything go wrong
Every time I think of you, all my defences gave way
Tried hard to forget you, but I just can't
If I can't meet you again,
I really hope to forget you, to forget the entire you in my heart
Every time I want to smile, you let me cry
You make my everything go wrong
Every time I think of you, all my defences give way
I tried hard to forget you, but I just can't forget
I never know it is so hard to love someone
Every time I want to smile, you let me cry
You make my everything go wrong
Every time I think of you, all my defences gave way
Tried hard to forget you, but I just can't

Track 2
My Memory
Ryu
My memory mo-du gi-eok-he-yo geu sun-gan
nun-eul gam-eu-myeon a-ju jak-eun il-do bo-i-ne-yo
You're far away da-eul-su eop-neun gos-e
sa-rang-han-da-neun mal-do gi-da-rin-da-neun mal-do ha-ji-mot-ha-go
jeong-mal mol-rat-jo
geu-del i-reok-e da-shi man-nal-jul-eun seng-gak-jo-cha mot-het-seot-jo
a-jik neol sa-rang-he i-je-ra-do ne-ge go-bek-hal-gge
neut-ji an-at-da-myeon i-reok-e na-wa ham-gge young-won-hi
o-ret-dong-an geu-den na-eui ga-seum-e
man-eun shi-gan heul-reo-do a-ju meol-li it-seo-do
sal-a it-seot-jo
jeong-mal mol-rat-jo
geu-del i-reok-e da-shi man-nal-jul-eun seng-gak-jo-cha mot-het-seot-jo
a-jik neol sa-rang-he i-je-ra-do ne-ge go-bek-hal-gge
neut-ji an-at-da-myeon i-reok-e na-wa ham-gge young-won-hi
English
I remember every second of it
Even for trivial things, if I close my eyes, I can still see them
You're far away
I couldn't tell you that I am still in love with you, still waiting for you
It is not even in my dream that I thought we could meet again like this
Therefore, I have to be frank with you: I am still in love with you
I wanna love you forever
If, it is not too late for our fate, I wish I could stay with you forever
For a long time, you have been alive in my heart
No matter how long we have parted, no matter how far you are, you are
always in my heart
It is not even in my dream that I thought we could meet again like this
Therefore, I have to be frank with you: I wanna love you forever
If, it is not too late for our fate, I wish I could stay with you forever

Track 3
Geu-Dae-Man-Ee (For You)
Ryu
C'est moi kkum-eul kkoo-uh-yo
meh-il geu-dae-kyut-ei pyeong-hwah-ro-oon ah-chim
C'est toi na-ae-gaen hang-sahng muhl-ri na-reul huh-lak-ha-ji ahn-nae-yo
geu-juh dang-shin-mah-neul bah-la-bol ppoon-ee-jyo
geu-ddae nae-gae ol ddae-kka-jji
hahn-buhn-mahn nae-gae-do ki-hee-reul jwuh-yo
geu-dae uh-doo-oon mi-soh-la-do geu-luh-kae-la-do bol soo ees-gae
ee-jen na-reul sar-ang-ha-myun ahn-dwi-na-yo
o-jik geu-dae-mahn-ee nal sa-rang-hal soo ee-suh-yo
ji-geum geu-dae ma-eum-aehn mul-ri da-reun byul-ee-beet-na-go ees-nae-yo
geu-juh dang-shin-mah-neul bah-la-bol ppoon-ee-jyo
geu -ddae nae-gae ol ddae-kka-ji
hahn-buhn-mahn nae-gae do ki-hee-reul jwuh-yo
geu-dae uh-doo-oon mi-soh-la-do geu-luh-kae-la-do bol soo ees-gae
ee-jen na-reul sa-rang-ha-myun ahn-dwi-na-yo
o-jik geu-dae-mahn-ee nal sa-rang-hal soo ee-suh-yo
ee-jen na-reul sa-rang-ha-myun ahn-dwi-na-yo
o-jik geu-dae-mahn-ee nal sa-rang-hal soo ee-suh-yo
English
C'est Moi I dream to wake up beside you every morning
C'est Moi You are always far away from me
I can only look at you from far … before you come near
Please give me a chance
Your pale smile … at least I can see it
Now, can you just love me once?
The only one who can love me is you
Now, some other faraway star is shinning in your heart
I can only look at you from far … before you come near
Please give me a chance
Your pale smile … at least I can see it
Now, can you just love me once?
The only one who can love me is you

Track 7
Bo-Nael Soo Ups-Neun Sa-Rang
Seon
da-ki sa-rang-hae-do dwel-kka-yo
ee-luh-kae da-shi shi-jahk-hae-do dwel-kka-yo
o-rae-juhn nae-ga bo-nae-ya-hahn geu sa-rahm
ah-jik nae-ahn-ae soom-swi-neun geu dael bo-myun saeng-gak-ee na-yo
geu-dae-reul bo-myun muhn-juh noon-moor-ee na-yo
sar-ang-haet-dun geu sa-rahm-gwah dahl-meun geu-dael na sa-rang-hae-do
dwel-kka-yo
ddo hahn-buhn ggae-uh-jihl haeng-bok-il-ji-do mohl-la
ga-yuh-oon mahm ahp-suh-ji-mahn
nam-gyuh-jin nae sa-rang-eul juhn-boo joo-la-go
geu-dael nae-gae bo-naet-da-go mid-go shi-puh meul-uh-ji-ji ma-yo
da-ga-ol shi-gan ah-pae-sun noh-chi-ji ah-neul-guh-ya
geu-dael bo-nae-jin ah-neul-guh-ya
uh ryuhb-gae shi-jahk gwan na-ei sa-rang-do
da-eum-buhn nae sa-rang-do nae-gaen geu-dae-ha-na-ni-kka
ddo hahn-buhn ggae-uh-jihl haeng-bok-il-ji-do mohl-la doo-ryuh-oon mahm
ahp-suh-ji-mahn
nam-gyuh-jin nae sa-rang-eul juhn-boo joo-la-go
geu-dael nae-gae bo-naet-da-go mid-go shi puh meul-uh-j-ji ma-yo
da-ga-ol shi-gan ah-pae-sun noh chi-ji ah-neul-guh-ya
geu-dael bo-nae-jin ah-neul-guh-ya uh ryuhb-gae shi-jahk-twan
na-ei sa-rang-do da-eum-buhn nae sa-rang-do nae-gaen geu-dae ha-na-ni-kka
doo-ryuhb-ji ah-nah-yo
ddo hahn-buhn ee-byul-ee wah-do
da-eum-buhn nae sa-rang-do nae gaen geu-dae ha-na-ni-kka
English
Can we love once more, right from the beginning?
Can we start afresh?
A love that I have put down in the past
That is still in my heart now
Looking at you … remind me about the past
Looking at you … my tears rolled unknowingly
You are so similar to the man I once loved
Can you let me love you?
I don't know if that will hurt again
I want to give you all the love, that is being left
I believe it is you that brought him to my side
Don't leave me
I won't forget this piece of memory
I won't let you leave
A piece of love that is being constructed through much difficulties
The next one I love is still you
I don't know if that will hurt again
I want to give you all the love, that is being left
I believe it is you that brought him to my side
Don't leave me
I won't forget this piece of memory
I won't let you leave
A love that is being constructed through much difficulties
Don't be scare … even if we part this time … the next one I love is still you

Track 11
It-Ji-Mal (Forget me not)
Ryu
ha-na-do jo-geum-do it-ji-mal-a-yo
ne-ga-gyeot-e eop-seo-do it-ji-mal-a-yo
cheo-eum-do ddo ji-geum-do na-eui sa-rang-eun
ga-gga-i it-neun-de-do meol-li it-ne-yo
ne-ga ji-kyeo-jul-gge-yo
geu-got-si eo-di-ra-do eon-je-ra-do ne-ga
gi-da-ryeo-yo ne-ga gal-dde-gga-ji
cheo-eum man-nat-deon dde-ro da-shi
ne-ga ga-neun-gil-i jo-geum neut-deo-ra-do
it-ji-ma it-ji-ma ne-ga chat-eul-dde-gga-ji
ne-ga ji-kyeo-jul-gge-yo
geu-got-si eo-di-ra-do eon-je-ra-do ne-ga
gi-da-ryeo-yo ne-ga gal-dde-gga-ji
cheo-eum man-nat-deon dde-ro da-shi
ne-ga ga-neun-gil-i jo-geum neut-deo-ra-do
it-ji-ma it-ji-ma ne-ga chat-eul-dde-gga-ji
English
Don't forget the bits and pieces
Even when I am not around … do not forget
No matter it is in the beginning or for now
My love is so close … yet so far
I'll wait for you
No matter where you are … I'll wait for you
Till I look for you
Just like the beginning
Even though I am a little late
Forget me not, forget me not … till I locate your whereabouts
I'll wait for you
No matter where you are … I'll wait for you
Till I look for you
Just like the beginning
Even though I am a little late
Forget me not, forget me not … till I locate your whereabouts


Moment
Ryu
ul-ji mal-a-yo ne-sa-rang-a
deo man-eun shi-gan-i it-seu-ni-gga
a-ju jo-geum-man i-de-ro gyeot-e it-seo-yo
ne-ga gi-eok-hal-su it-ge
mal-ha-ji an-a-do na-neun al-a-yo
u-rin hang-sang geu-re wat-seu-ni-gga
sa-rang-ha-neun man-keum geu-de-ga heng-bok-ha-da-myeon
na gi-ggeo-i geu-del bo-ne-yo
yak-sok-he-yo eon-jen-ga-neun dol-a-ol-geo-ra-go
na eop-si-do heng-bok-hal-geo-ra-go
o-ren shi-gan-dong-an him-deul-eo-ha-neun geu-del
deo-i-sang bol-su eop-ne-yo
mal-ha-ji an-a-do na-neun al-a-yo
u-rin hang-sang geu-re wat-seu-ni-gga
sa-rang-ha-neun man-keum geu-de-ga heng-bok-ha-da-myeon
na gi-ggeo-i geu-del bo-ne-yo
yak-sok-he-yo eon-jen-ga-neun dol-a-ol-geo-ra-go
na eop-si-do heng-bok-hal-geo-ra-go
o-ren shi-gan-dong-an him-deul-eo-ha-neun geu-del
deo-i-sang bol-su-ga
mi-an-he-yo
geu-del ji-kyeo-jul-su-ga eop-ne-yo
i-reok-e ddo geu-del ul-ri-ne-yo
mo-deun-geol beo-ri-go da-shi man-nan geu-del ddo
bo-ne-ya-man he-yo
yak-sok-he-yo
English
Don't cry, my Love.
We still have a long way to go...
Don't move, let me hold you for a moment so that I can remember our fond embrace
Even without words, we know we will always belong to each other
And because I love you so much...
I am willing to let you go in order for you to find true happiness
Promise me, you will come back to me someday
Promise me, you will be happy ... even without me.
It hurts too much to see you tormented by our love for so long
Even without words, we know we will always belong to each other
And because I love you so much...
I am willing to let you go in order for you to find true happiness
Promise me, you will come back to me someday
Promise me, you will be happy ... even without me.
It hurts so much to see you tormented by our love for so long
I am sorry for being unable to protect you
I have to leave everything behind, so that you can
leave me... do that for me, please...
Just remember this moment and leave me, promise me

Track 14
Jae Bi Kkot
Ryu
nae-ga chuh-eum nuh-reul mahn-nat-seul ddae
nuh-neun jah-keun-soh-nyuah yut-go meo-ri-aehn jae-bi kkot
nuh-neun oot-eu-myuh nae-gae mal-haet-ji
ah joo mul-ri sae-chuh-rum nal-eugo shi-puh
hum...
nae-ga da-shi nuh-reul mahn-na-seul ddae
nuh-neun mahn-ee ya-whi-eot-go
ee-ma-aehn ddam bang-ool nuh-neun oos-eu-myuh nae-gae-mal-haet-ji
ah-joo jahk-eun il-ae-do noon-moor-ee na-wah
hum...
nae-ga ma-ji-mahk nuh-reul bo-ah-seul ddae
nuh-neun ah-joo pyeong-hwah-rob-go chang nuh-muh muhn noon-kil
nuh-neun oos-eu-myuh nae-gae mal-haet-ji
ah-joo hahn-bahm-joong-ae-do ggae-uh-ees-go shi-puh
hum...

three more days

drinking water is the only dreadful thing in tekong,...70% of stomach bloated with water,..water,..water,..sergent "Cool" isn't as cool as appear to be,...being in a group where only girls are present really make a girl behave more like a guy,..bmt(w) is not a physical training programme,...i'm officially know how to load and fire a simple rifle,..^_^ it is not scary at all,..jus very loud,..i still don't have the habit to pay compliments,...the food in the cookhouse s***ks,..we have a "condemn" person in our platoon,...it will sure feels like hell to be the one,..anyway only three days,..hope things will get better,..i miss my long night jogs,....my stamina have dropped,...i need to do more push ups,....i need to do more push ups,....but now,..i need to clear out what i have not been clearing for five days,....cya,..^^

^_^

sat,..tml night will be booking back to tekong again,....(W)bmt,.is really chalet,..din do much,..ate 4 meals a day,..drank more than 5litres of water a day,..i din get fit there,...i get fat ah,.and blotted with water,..looking forward to firing next fri,...and the road march on mon,.it was fun with the rest of the 18gers,..8 from the navy side,..3 from the army,..and 7 from the air force,..saw pat in the canteen,.ahhaha,..so qiao,..well it will be two weeks only,..but it will be filled with so many memories that i will never forget,..^_^ ,...

i am still bad on paying compliments to the higher rank,well,..just have to make sure i do tat next week,..

hi guys,..i'm back,..^_^

yo all,...hai bro finally get a monitor from a friend,..anyway,..i'm very settled into my working life,..love waking up in the morn and travel,..but now currently doing "sai kang" so,.. .... where was i the last time,..?? well anyway,..went to primary school's chalet,..hehe,..very happy to see new faces too,..enjoyed every moment of it,.espically the cycling part,.heehee,.. THANKS TO ALL WHO CAME and also to our class monitoress,..MINER,.haha,.who put in so much effort,.not forgetting ah hui,..and all,...happy to see rohaidah,..ismail,.shufen,.edwin,after so long,.

nothing much happen,...going to BMT in few days,..well,..i have nothing to say,..cos,..it won be tough lor,.
got to know more navy gers,..haha,.so at least got ger companions,..

jogging,..has not been constant,..cos lazy to jog after work,..but i manage to increase the distance,..so i don think i can the marathon this year,..-_-!!
don really wanna blog about my working lifestyle,.cos abit boring la,.sameo sameo,.since i'm home le,..don tok about work la,.as long as i'm content,..wanna add the links of other buddies' blog,.but lazy la,.haha,.

ya,..finally break the news,..only few ppl know what i'm talking bout,..it is not easy to say it out,..but i felt so good after saying it,..and found another secret that my mom kept for quite some years,..hahaha,...

YEAH,..!! TOTAL FREEDOM ,..
found tat if you want to achieve total freedom,..be true to yourself and the people around you,..