gackt

,.........gackt,...either a very interesting guy ..or he's just full of sh*t,...anyway,.......he's over 400 years old,...den i'll be 100 over,...he's a funny guy anyway,.....

bless those hit by the tsunami waves,.....-_-....

goodnight ,...few days to the new year,.......^_^

goodbye bike

dunno which *tchy *sshole just lost my first favourite black bike,...b*st*rd donno how to look after my bike,..din even ask me in the first place,...did not even apologise and let the matter went pass for so many days,...no,.months,....SH***TTT!!!!!! piss off like a volcano wen i know about my poor bike,...how being ride by someone's st*nko keister,...>_
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Introduction

This report is a short edition of the AstroText Youth. It is meant as a sample and and advertisement for the full version of the AstroText Youth which can be ordered from Astrodienst as a bound report of about 20 - 30 pages. In the short edition, only a few, but nevertheless important aspects of your natal chart are considered.

The report was generated with the following birth data: female, born on 21 March 1984 at 10:19 am in Singapore, Singapore.

Your sun sign is Aries. This is the sign in which the Sun is in your birth chart. Your Ascendant, the rising sign, is in Taurus, and your Moon is in Scorpio.

In case you are wondering why you are addressed as a Aries in this report: If you had been born 15 hours 55 minutes earlier, you would be the preceding sign Pisces. The exact hour at which the sun moves from one sign into the next is different every year.







Taurus Rising

You are very calm and deliberate in your actions. You don't like to move too quickly or act hastily.

Sometimes you are quite stubborn, and the more that someone applies pressure, the more firmly you resist.

Outwardly, you appear quite calm and self-possessed. It is not that you suppress your feelings, but that your exterior does not reveal them very readily. At the same time, you show others an earthy kind of warmth and friendliness.

You enjoy comfort and the good things of life.




Sun in Aries

You are very energetic and spirited. You tend to be impatient if events don't move as quickly as you would like. This may cause you to become totally wrapped up in yourself, simply because you aren't relating to others enough. You have a mind of your own, and you do not care if anyone else agrees with you.

You like to be the first to do everything, and often you take risks that others consider unwise. Just be careful to avoid real trouble, and try to listen to what others have to say; in fact they may be trying to help you.

You are rather quick to anger, but you do not hold grudges. However, while you are angry you act rashly and may say things that you will regret later.

In talking with other people, you prefer to be simple and direct. Just be careful not to be so blunt that you hurt people's feelings.




Sun in the Eleventh House

You are very social and enjoy being with friends rather than by yourself. You try to find out and emphasize what you and someone else have in common, instead of getting caught up in differences. You are a team player who knows how to make the best possible contribution to the workings of the group. You are quite capable of being a leader, because you understand what is best for all of you, not just yourself, and you are able to get others to work with you for group goals.

You are also an idealist with high hopes for your life.

Your most positive trait is your concern for those who are close to you, as well as for people in general.




Moon in Scorpio

You have very intense feelings, which can be a strong force in your life. But you may find it hard to understand your feelings, because they are so complicated and deep. You want your whole life to be intense and very deep.

If you don't get a great deal of reassurance from the people who are close to you, you will feel lonely and misunderstood.

You are very fond of anything secret and mysterious, such as stories about the supernatural. Your need to learn about yourself will help you understand others as well.

Try not to get so wrapped up in your emotions, however. It would be better not to take them so seriously.




Moon in the Seventh House

You choose personal friends by your emotional reactions to them. Unless people appeal strongly to your emotions and offer emotional support and security, you are not attracted to them.

You attract people whose emotions are strong and close to the surface because you like to be aware of your friends. The reason you attract such people is that they help you understand your own feelings.

It is likely that you will marry or form a close partnership early in your life. You need the security and emotional closeness of such a relationship.




Moon Opposition Ascendant

You are always looking for emotional support from someone else and, if you are really feeling depressed, protection from the difficulties of the world. You don't enjoy knowing someone only casually; you want to know everything about the people you are close to. This may cause some misunderstandings, because your friends may feel that you are interfering too much in their personal affairs, or vice versa.

Your relationship with your mother will have a great deal to do with the kind of person you choose for a lover or marriage partner when you are older. If your relationship with her has been secure, close and warm, you will be supportive and protective toward the one you love.

If your mother seems distant or is simply not around when you need her, when you are older you will look for a partner who will be a 'mother' to you.




Venus in Pisces

A dreamy and fanciful person, you like books that appeal to your romantic sense of adventure. Often your private fantasies seem much more interesting and beautiful than reality, but you will have to learn to deal with the real world, too.

The positive side of this is that you have a very creative imagination, which would be very useful in any kind of artistic work or design.

You are very unselfish toward the people you like. You want what is best for them and will give of yourself whenever a friend needs help. Your only problem is that you may pour out a great deal of energy and attention on people who are not really worth it. It would be good to be a little more careful about choosing your friends.




Venus in the Tenth House

This usually means that you have a warm relationship with your father, or with your mother if she has taken a fatherly role in your life. In either case, that parent teaches you about the world in such a warm and loving manner that you learn to think of the world as beautiful and friendly.

When you are older, the career you choose is likely to reflect your lighthearted feeling about the world. If you are a more serious person, your career may involve working with people in some way. You should be good at that, for you have the makings of a natural diplomat.




Mars in Scorpio

You have a strong will, and you let everyone know what you want. But you do not seem especially pushy, just persistent. If someone makes you angry, instead of blowing up right off, you go into a slow burn. People know you are upset, however, because you are likely to make sarcastic and biting remarks.

But also the intensity of your anger, even though it is held in, may be rather frightening to others whose emotions are not as strong as yours.

If necessary, you are a fighter, although you don't look for fights. But when you get into it, you fight with body and soul.

You relate to the world around you very emotionally, and there is very little to which you do not react.




Mars in the Seventh House

If you want to get along with people, you will have to learn how to make compromises. You tend to want your own way all the time, which causes disagreements and even fights.

Try not to always see yourself in opposition to others. If you really feel that you have to give up more than you get when you cooperate with another, it would be better to work alone.

If you enjoy working with someone you can work harder than almost anyone else. As long as you believe that you can accomplish your objectives through cooperating, you will certainly succeed.

It is important to learn these lessons now, because otherwise this placement could indicate a difficult marriage, because you cannot cooperate well enough to create a real partnership.

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the christmas shoes

It was almost Christmas time, there I stood in another line
Tryin’ to buy that last gift or two, not really in the Christmas mood
Standing right in front of me was a little boy waiting anxiously
Pacing round like little boys do, and in his hands he held a pair of shoes
His clothes were worn and old
He was dirty from head to toe
And when it came his time to pay
I couldn’t believe what I heard him say
Sir, I want to buy these shoes for my mama, please
It’s Christmas Eve and these shoes are just her size
Could you hurry, sir, Daddy said there’s not much time
You see, mom’s been sick for quite a while
And I know these shoes would make her smile
And I want her to look beautiful if mama meets Jesus tonight

He counted pennies for what seemed like years
Then the cashier said, "Son, there’s not enough here"
He searched his pockets frantically, then he turned and he looked at me
He said, "Mama always made Christmas good at our house,
Through most years she did without
Tell me, sir, what am I going to do,
Somehow, I’ve got to buy these Christmas shoes."
I just had to help him out
And as I laid the money down
I’ll never forget the look on his face
When he said, "Mama’s gonna look so great."

Sir, I want to buy these shoes for my mama, please
It’s Christmas Eve and these shoes are just her size
Could you hurry, sir, Daddy said there’s not much time
You see, mom’s been sick for quite a while
And I know these shoes would make her smile
And I want her to look beautiful if mama meets Jesus tonight

I knew I’d caught a glimpse of heaven’s love as he thanked me and ran out
I knew that God had sent that little boy my way
To remind me just what Christmas is all about

Sir, I want to buy these shoes for my mama, please
It’s Christmas Eve and these shoes are just her size
Could you hurry, sir, Daddy said there’s not much time
You see, mom’s been sick for quite a while
And I know these shoes would make her smile
And I want her to look beautiful if mama meets Jesus tonight

Christmas Shoes
- Leonard Ahlstrom and Eddie Carswell

better conversations

NEVER USE THE WORDS "ALWAYS" AND "NEVER" IN YOUR LINES,..
NO INSULTS AND NAME CALLING
NO SAYING "OR ELSE"

"I'm going to give you till the count of ten, to get your ugly, yella, no good keester off my property, before I pump your guts full of lead." kevin McCallister

On the twelfth day of Christmas, my very generous true love gave me 78 presents: twelve drummers drumming, eleven pipers piping, ten lords a-leaping, nine ladies dancing, eight maids a-milking, seven swans a-swimming, six geese a-laying, five golden rings, four calling birds, three French hens, two turtledoves, and a partridge in a pear tree.

have totally no idea where this song came from,..would you need 5 rings on your fingers,..???? how about the other hand,..? see how many types of flying animals,..7swans + 6geese + 4calling birds + 3french hens + 2turtledoves + a partridge = 23 birds,...wat a jurong bird park on a pear tree,..no wonder we have bird flu,...
a partridge = a kind of bird,..i never know,.till now,..i thought it was an ornament,.on a pear tree,..

anyway,...someone pls enlighten me,...

why wouldn't singapore snow,..?? well,.ya,..we have the snowcity ,.and the snowfoam spraying,...along orchard road,....but,..we are sweating,..and there is no cardboard slidding down soft white slopes,.."summer christmas" came into the picture,..

MERRY CHRISTMAS,..!!! and a HAPPY NEW YEAR,..HOHOHO

yo jenny

many thanks for ur invitations to your caregroup,..^_^

jenny- my bestest childhood fren,...other ppl's imaginary fren,..but i got her real,..hahahahahha,...although she is elder den me by a few about a month,...i always felt tat she's younger,..i have no idea y,..now,..she is taller den me also,..>_< pek chek ah,..hahaha,.very happy for her convert,..^_^ so next time,..can go and wreck her xmas parties,...

[[ * dear ` God ]]

Long time ago in Bethlehem so the holy bible says
Mary's boy child Jesus Christ was born on Christmas day
Hark now hear the angel sing
A new King is born today
and man will live forevermore because of Christmas Day!!!

Jesus is the Reason for the Season...

was browsing through my cd rack just now and was listening to dis song... great song, meaningful lyrics...

Tilte: I surrender all

When words are not enough
to tell of all you've done.
I bow the knee, let silence speak
and gazed upon your majesty.

These songs could not convey
a Picture of your love
And knowing thismy life I give
to you and offering of praise

I surrender all
I surrender all
Unveil my heart to see
the wonders of your worth
as I surrender all

The worship you require
is brokeness of heart
So here I stand with open hands
surrendered to your love and power

blogger: jenny
Merry Christmas guys!!! Blessed to be in this caregroup

harloz tian ai!! i still prefer to call ur original name!!!

lalala hihi im ur childhood bestest fren in the world... im here to wreak ur blog... write all ur secrets n broadcast them to the whole world... hehehe... treat me better k...

jen jen jen jen jen jen

welcome ,.....

big ocean

days pass by,...everyday doing e same o thing,..even we are an inch close,..one could not detect that something's wrong,..not unless you have a huge hyper sensitive feelers,..
only when things happen do ppl stop by to take a look,...
if its a minor accident,..no fuss,..no one knows,...no one care,...you'll only suffer in silence,..till you explode into a million pieces,.
if its a major crisis,..everyone makes a big picture out ofit,..everyone wans to play a part,...of cos they wanna feel a sense of being needed,..a sense of wanted,..basic living,..
so if a crisis happen,...make a big fuss out of it,..everybody knows,.you got the help,...they are needed,....its not a matter of pride,....its matter of getting things done,...HAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHA!!!<.. wat sh*t,..

2005 resolutions

1. jog more,...den wat i used to in my life,..
2. read more on things that will be useful in the future,..
3. patience,....on my handwriting,..and certain things,..
3.1 write more,...to safe keep as a record,......maybe i can write a book,.you never know,..
4. less excuses,...on inital plans,...as wat i did,.every single time,..
5. stick to my resolutions for more den a month,...as the last one,.din take effect after the third day,..
6. get more hours of sleep,..although i know i can sleep in e box all i wan in my later stage
7. be more of a routine/regimental person,..in which i can't tolerate,..as you see,..i'm a you tou mei you wei sort,..
8. eat less chocolate,..and more dark chocolate,..its healthier
9. basically be wat i wan to achieve for the past years,.....the above criterials,...
10. take in less chilli ah,...tom yam ah,...

good night,....
bro's listening to some idotic jap songs,..............those tat even obasan would not wan to hear,....

wantings 2005
i have no idea,...and i love it,..
apologise for such a long post,..long time din get to type,..so,..

i'mmm back

^_^ konbanwa,.....
taki hontou kawaii desu ne,.........nothing special happen lately,....hmmmm,..just live,..pass,...so,...fast,...as if .,..i am in another dimension,...

me too wanna be a cafe owner,..like the one in "antique" or reggie's diner at the becker show,..."yawn"

its never too late to learn something new,...even if you suddenly became bad at thing you used to be the best at,..you can approach things left behind halfway through by other ppl N get something out from it,......usually it is better den being best at only one particular thing,..."antique"

"yawn"""

goodnight,....

yeah,..^ ^

ano,...hahahaha,..ermm,..

okaaay,..

last few days to end of jrc,.....kindof miss la,..sort of those that you would miss but would not wanna to go through it twice,...

have not been having dreams,...i mean those that i can remember,..

christmas's coming,..
i wish you a merry christmas
i wish you a merry christmas
i wish you a merry christmas,..
and a happi new ear,...

all i wan for christmas is snow,..someone get me to the north,..wands me small so me get to sit on santa's lap,.n play catching wif elves,..fly with reindeer and throw presents down the chim chimney,...
*yawn*

pardon me,..

nah,..just let me watch home alone together with the plain cheese pizza,..

stay merry

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antique ,....takizawa hideaki,...very nice,...

kawaii,...desuyo ne!!!

Mr Children: Youthful Days

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01.11.12
Artist: Mr Children
Title: Youthful Days
Words: Sakurai Kazutoshi
Music: Sakurai Kazutoshi

That afternoon the sudden showers came and went
the puddle reflected the sky,
we jumped into it with our bicycle
the water sprayed up spreading out like wings.
you grinned a little devillishly
I cackled loudly.

even if I'm surrounded by distorted scenery
when I hold you, it erases all the worry.

sound the bell of my heart
with a rough kiss and embrace
expose my heart utterly
I wish we could be together always

You say, "There's a red flower on the cactus"
You urge me to "come quickly"
We toasted, I don't know how many times,
and by morning the flower had wilted.
I remember you stroked the flower petal
I think that motion is really sexy.

Though there are no flowers on the surface,
there are many thorns, if you're careless you'll get pricked.

Sound the bell of my heart
with a heartwrenching kiss and embrace
wet my dry heart
I hope we can just be together.

When I hold the soft fleshy warmth (I got back youthful days)
When I answer your instinct with a ticklish roughness (I got back youthful days)
There's no need to put a name to the feeling so like pain (I got back youthful days)
I feel the self exposed that my daily life subdues.

Don't let go of the hand you hold
having an indecent mood together, we steal tomorrow

Sound the bell of my heart
With a rough kiss and embrace
Expose my heart utterly
I wish we could be together always
I wish we could together forever.

Translated By: Brian Stewart & Takako Sakuma

Niwaka ame ga toorisugitetta gogo ni
Mizudamari wa sora wo utsushidashite iru
Futatsu no sharin de bokura sore ni tobikonda
Hane no you ni hirogatte mizu shibuki ga agatte
Kimi wa warau itazura ni niyaniya to
Boku mo warau koe wo age geragera to

Yuganda keshiki ni torikakomaretemo
Kimi wo daitara fuan wa sugata wo kesun da

Mune no kane no ne wo narashite yo
Kowareru hodo no houyou to kisu de
Arawa ni kokoro wo sarashite yo
Zutto futari de iraretara ii

Saboten ga akai hana wo tsuketa yo to itte
Isoide oide tte boku ni saisoku wo suru
Nankai mo kurikaeshi bokura kanpai wo shitan da
Dakedo asa ni natte hana wa shiorete shimatte
Kimi no yubi hanabira wo nadetetarou
Boku wa omou sono shigusa sekushii da to

Omote doori ni wa hana mo nai kuse ni
Toge ga ooi kara yudan shite iru to sasaru ya

Mune no kane no ne wo narashite yo
Setsunai hodo no houyou to kisu de
Kawaita kokoro wo nurashite yo
Tada futari de iraretara ii

Magusakute yawarakai nukumori wo dakishimeru toki
(I got back youthful days)
Kusuguttai you na ranbou ni kimi no honnou ga oujiteru toki
(I got back youthful days)
Kurushisa ni mo nita kankaku ni mou namae nante nakute iin da yo
(I got back youthful days)
Nichijou ga oshikoroshite kita mukidashi no jibun wo kanjiru

Tsunaida te wo hanasanaide yo
Fuhai no muudo wo kawashite asu wo ubaun da

Mune no kane no ne wo narashite yo
Kowareru hodo no houyou to kisu de
Arawa ni kokoro wo sarashite yo
Zutto futari de iraretara ii
Itsumo futari de iraretara ii

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to leave you blank!!

CURRENT
when,...will it be enough?????
when will it be satisfied,..??
am i glad currently,..??
am i too far away,..??
that i can't enjoy the simple,..??
or am i just lamenting,.......
when it end,...how would it be like,..??
viewing from where i stand,..its a long long journey,...
have a feeling,..it'll b a sad sad place den,.....
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sometimes,.......i simply don like the way i behave,...!!!! and it irritates me alot,.....ya,...well,....hmmmm,......

lalala lalala lalala,..chachacha ....chachacha,...

aren't i lucky,..i'm just so damn lucky,..sometimes i dont want it to end,..


"still finding,.. my youthful days,..."

time for new resolutions,...2004 slip by so fast,..

my old resolutions are simply ignored by me by the second week of the year,...so...guess one of my resolutions is to maintain my resolutions more den two weeks,....

*tink* *tink* *tink*

*blink* *blink* *blink*

i wanna jog more,.....but my brain invited me to sit back and relax,..


something is still amiss,..............

???

ya all,..me have to join chevron,.so if got nothing to do,..wanna pool or swim or gym or hang around,.or ktv,,.chalet,.or you wanna hold function for any capacity,....jio me hor,..we can cycle there,...i don wanna waste my five bucks monthly,......

get me into neverland,....quick,...