big ocean

days pass by,...everyday doing e same o thing,..even we are an inch close,..one could not detect that something's wrong,..not unless you have a huge hyper sensitive feelers,..
only when things happen do ppl stop by to take a look,...
if its a minor accident,..no fuss,..no one knows,...no one care,...you'll only suffer in silence,..till you explode into a million pieces,.
if its a major crisis,..everyone makes a big picture out ofit,..everyone wans to play a part,...of cos they wanna feel a sense of being needed,..a sense of wanted,..basic living,..
so if a crisis happen,...make a big fuss out of it,..everybody knows,.you got the help,...they are needed,....its not a matter of pride,....its matter of getting things done,...HAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHA!!!<.. wat sh*t,..

2005 resolutions

1. jog more,...den wat i used to in my life,..
2. read more on things that will be useful in the future,..
3. patience,....on my handwriting,..and certain things,..
3.1 write more,...to safe keep as a record,......maybe i can write a book,.you never know,..
4. less excuses,...on inital plans,...as wat i did,.every single time,..
5. stick to my resolutions for more den a month,...as the last one,.din take effect after the third day,..
6. get more hours of sleep,..although i know i can sleep in e box all i wan in my later stage
7. be more of a routine/regimental person,..in which i can't tolerate,..as you see,..i'm a you tou mei you wei sort,..
8. eat less chocolate,..and more dark chocolate,..its healthier
9. basically be wat i wan to achieve for the past years,.....the above criterials,...
10. take in less chilli ah,...tom yam ah,...

good night,....
bro's listening to some idotic jap songs,..............those tat even obasan would not wan to hear,....

wantings 2005
i have no idea,...and i love it,..
apologise for such a long post,..long time din get to type,..so,..