its months

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cap ou pas cap,..?

missed my night jogs for months,...onboard is an best place to play catching,..hide and seek,...anticipating impatiently for my first scolding from anyone,...pls scold me,.....i have been anticipating tat since start of my jtqt,..i hate the stupid taskbook and e stupid questions,....most importantly,.i hate tat i don have e answers on my manual,...

i like memorising and getting lost on ship,..for now,...the ship's like a playground,..
alot of places is scary=fun in there,...alley,..troop mess,..(looks like hell,..) so many a times imagine sadako crawling inside the alley,..its meant for her,..
i'm scared of sadako so much tat she is becoming a fren cos i imagine her around too much,...

catching up with shan and yu,...well,..its sure a different feeling,...less topic,..we seem to be staring into blank spaces time to time,..

ice-creams,....seemed to taste different,...so is chilli,...and chocolates,...

miss my weekdays tv time,..

going to stay in "hell",....well,...its a heaven compared to yen's,..

i don feel that working onboard is any tougher den being a waitress,...now i know how they got so fat,...i must beware,...

i ate to much biscuits,....and chocolates,...

alot ask why i don eat meat,...well i do,..shrimps,..i like,..unagi,.sardines..i think i'm just sick of eating meat,cos i ate them too much.?..don you feel sick,..?? eating prawns,..moooo's flesh,...maaaaa's flesh,...onik onik's flesh, and continue with their feet,..intestines,..brain,..ears,..skin,..their fats,...feather fren's flesh. well maybe someday i will miss eating them,...

take care all,..adios,..