different morning

spend an hour in the morn watching ppl opening up their stores,....

how good if i have one,....




wake up at 9,..

make breakfast and prepare my lundin

leave home at 1030

pull up the stall grill at 1100
switch on the lights at 1105

tend my stuff in the stall,...

11 to 10,..sit back and watch ppl come in go out come in go out,...try on ..take off,..give my comments,...draw some pics,...get some advice,...pick some food into my mouth for lunch,..put up new stuff,..watch ppl in and out again and again,...overheard the conversation from customers and get into a bad day from their bad comments on my stuff,..pick some more food into my mouth for din,..

10 thirty pm,..close shop

11pm reached home ,..all bathed,..

1130,..hot coco and continue on yesterday's designs,...

1135,.....fell asleep,...


sounds,....not too good,....especially the mid part,..from 10-11,..wow......sitting there,....all day,...

i dunno,....



current,..

wake up at 515
leave home at 530
reach workplace at 720
laze around till 830
work,.........lunch,.......work,.... till 5 30 to 6 ,..even 7 sometimes

leave,..reach home sometimes 7 sometimes,..8,..watch tv,..surf net

ate some din
crazy abit go jogging...

reach home at 11

bath and wait for hair to dry

knock out at 1pm,..

of cos the above one is better,....compared to the current one i have,.........

but,...no sat no sun,..no holidays,..only new year that 2-3 days,..

genting trip

the carousel music in the background in genting is so,.....calm,...waaahh,.. wanna sleep le,...

calm music playing

such a long time since i blog,...finally took leave yesterday and today,..however,..was very much irritated by the calls i have from ppl back at work,..

went for a course,..its more on creativity and being innovative...was enlightened only during the day spend there,...wat i learned is that,....why i am afraid of cockroaches is that i am frightened by the sight of it,....if there is a creepy crawlie on me and i was not told that it was a cockroach,..i would not be as frightened,...

as the facilitator say,..some fear it due to its wings,..some due to its legs,..some the smell,...

there r six modes of communication

verbally (one to one)
oneself (self)
written
third voice (the thinking process within self)
organisation
and the last one that the facilitator forgot,...

from a book,...
there r mainly two kinds of emotions

first kind call the basic,..exp joy, distress, anger, fear, surprise, disgust,. inborn reflexes since we were babies,.. that we can't control and hardly hide,..we don't learn this kind of expressions, however the learn the term tat was given in language to describe,.


second kind call the higher cognitive emotions, from the a part of the brain call neocortex,...more easily control by consious mind compared to the basic. Shaped by individual,...exp love, gulit, shame, embarrassment, pride,envy, jealousy,..


culture also plays a part in emotions,....

QUESTION: why did the people from england and other parts of europe describe people from japan china nd countries in the south east asia as mysterious and unfathomable. It was due to the travellers that found it hard to read their emotions, japanese take great pains to hide their emotions,(expression display is consider rude) therefore every culture has its own rudes about emotions,

All humans no matter from which country or culture own the basic emotions, however due to the fact that in search of cultural identity, we fix on things that set us apart, we often pay too attention to the basic emotions that we have in common,...

is there a break even point for the feeling of loss,..loss,..in sense of placed in a new environment, loss in having too many choices at the same time,..loss in inital stage of a complicated game,..the loss when all your choices r of same degree that you don't want or dislike,..

i'm very tired,...wan an every one,...

life ,....so far,...is,......a bridge,...a brigde build of stones,..however there is a long gap of hole in between,..walking across,..means,..ensuring my shoes don get stuck in between,...

^_^ -_-^_^-_-^_^-_-

long long ago long ago,....

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bored,..?? i don't know,..but all those chaps fits nicely into my brain now,...

i'm tired,..................wat sh*t have i got myself into,....