sat night

went to service,..sameo rocky as the ones i've went before,..just more,..of a ,.."hahahha" compared to the others,...finally feeling less of being in a cult,..cos having jen there,..make the difference,...*right jenny,..pls don move,..k,..wanna move,.?? move to the unit above me,..hahha* anyway,..finally understood why they hold their hands in the air,..*like allah like tat* less,..sitting and standing sitting and standing,....so much of difference,..compared to ten years ago,....however,..i quite like the old times,.when the bible seem like a dictionary,..and i never quite understand the words,..where the pastor,..dress like a pastor,..and talks like a teacher,..we sang,..not rock,...although i "shouted" most of the time,.."amen" and well,.never felt embarrassed and never quite understand the meaning,..cos its the only word,..i am about to follow through,..

still rem,..fav times where christmas,..visited homes instead,..and was treated with farts,...first campbell soup,..and exposure to gifts that where given to me,..*just to know tat i had to present it to the elderly later* how sad,.,...but compared to the "certificate" i am awarded later,..to see my name,..apparently spelt wrongly ,..tian si ,..?????? down into the dumps it goes,..but the memory,.the moment being awarded,..just spending time with the 'too much onion or garlic ladies " or maybe its the name,...well,....

watch beethoven tomorrow,...also pearl harbour,...

miss two days of jogging,.and FAH,...

meiji,.da,..??
missed the rainforest cafe days,....
grams in the house,...
i hate,...flex arm hang,....for now,..


cya