still awake,.......

tired,..?? sleepy,..? yes!! yes!! hai,..din go jogging today,..din increase my distance for so long liao,...although i do feel a little improvement,..but its not enough,.and not putting any effort,..

well,.y did i wanna finish a marathon,..?? or half marathon,..or even a ten k,..well,...i don't know,.i jus know i wanna,.very much,...no matter wat,..at least once,..jus once in my life time,..of cos i wanna do more,... ..

wats e reason,..?

am really not putting effort for the things i wanna do,.jus turning circles around it,..and not changing lanes towards the bull's eye,...doyo,..?? excuses excuses,..na..so wat i maintain constant jog here and there,..when i keep dragging the time and not improving,..though the knee is not an excuse,..

how is tat when wanna be better,only sparkle for a short peroid of time,..den dim off,..and back to normal,..?????????

wats the reason,.......? for this setback tat is repeating itself over a million xs,...

lazy?
boredom?

don think is much as the above,..well,.let me think,...

put more effort
put more effort
put more effort

must combine the two routes,..together,..its has been soooo longg,...

^_^ ,..sweet dreams all,...