one bad dream

one bad dream set me up on the internet at this hour

one hunted house, one particular hunted room, boy live in this room, floor next to the foot of the queen size bed is laid with a dead lady from the past. part of the carpet covering the whole room is cut off, the part is where the lady laid.
i was to do some cleaning on the area,..although it is clean, something still roams
typing this,,,i can feel my hair standing...
grams,mum, uncle, me, aunt all sat on a bus to i don't know where, seems like we took the bus on regular timing.
grams is late.
uncle got a scolding from a stranger in the bus
mum fight with him
i keep quiet

had many dreams,..that i can remember so clearly

the one with grandma wanting to climb the playground and me have to push her butt
the one i became a knight and my horse is a green hugh snake and i walked up this beautiful marbled stairway while my parthner snake glide on the holder up the stairs
the one i played chasing games with three white lions
the one where i saw a super woman find and rescue a lost trapped kitten from the fangs of the white lion that had capabilities of a leopard (she holds the mission of rescuing the kitten and was not found by the lion) the whole place took place in a hugh cage with lots of trees to climb around
followed by the one where i am involved in a military affair where ppl train and the bad luck get washed away to i have no idea where once there is a mud slide
the one where i have to rescue some fish from the dead planet with a small fish net and transfer them inside a plastic bag to put them into the new planet (apparent the new planet is a big fish tank) and i am in the tank , i can see big ppl walking around the fish tank
the dead planet will soon have a tsunami and there will not be any more fishes left. The dead planet is a sea of only knee water level height and i was there scooping for fish to transport to the other beautiful planet.

my older dreams
sadako scratching on the wall outside my window trying to climb up
my telling my classmates to open their textbooks on the table and sit on them, their text book can fly and so the Trex will not be able to eat them up . the t rex is going from class to class. i sat and flew but the rest did not believe me,..wat a waste,..i flew
the one where i flew down the circular slope in a carpark flapping my arms
i love flying i my dreams
i even tried falling back to sleep to have the same dream
the one where i am on the funny ship with cartoon characters
the characters where so ugly but friendly
i came into a cabin with two beautiful beds . two bed tables and on the tables sat a cute fairy each with a magic wand and a pair of wings

jayemos crawl on Nov23 he is so fast now, generatlly he just pull his whole body forward using his hands, he tend to roll to the side due to his lazy left hand
he ate acorn squash well compared to last week where he first tried and dislike
i finally able to put jayemos to sleep yesterday after so many refuse and screams whenever i try to put him into the sarong. i can't even put him in and he started screaming. i finallly understood why i am not able to put him to sleep in the past compared to when tata is able to do that with me not around.
jayemos will hold his hands out asking you to carry him out from the sarong,.its a pity sight,..but all was to help him sleep,..haiks ,...
jayemos is sleeping so well at night,..he start to learn to comfort himself to sleep without latching,.
jayemos need his bao bao,.
caught in mastiti again,.....
i simply ignore it,..wat an irritating sickness
to enjoy the life now with jayemos,..with even second, he grew out of it,.. why can;t we have video graphy memory with a capacity that last the whole lifetime,...and every single second is captured.